Are those butterflies?

It's a little bored when I'm not working. Okay, it's extremely bored. Time actually "crawls" when I'm not working. Although I have to practice piano, prepare worksheets for Shannon, help out with the household chores and such, I feel so so so (x infinity) bored. I feel that I'm dawdling all the time and I'm wasting time. It must be the after-effects of 14 years of non-stop-studying. It goes to the extend that I even find facebook and television a bore. Especially since most of my friends are either studying or working (or touring), and I feel so so so damn bored..augghhhh...I feel terrible!!!

Sometimes, I think about the time when our SPM results will be announced. Whether it will be good, or just fairly okay, or bad?!? I don't have a hint. What adds to the bore is that nobody's free and available to chat with me. So I have to make do with Duston's barks..lolz..and of course the music from iTunes.

And I have been skipping lots of exercises. Either the time is not appropriate, or bro won't tell me the time, since it takes 2 or more ppl to play badminton. DOn't ask me to jog or run however, cause I'll be too lazy.

And so I've been thinking of playing maple again. But then again, I'm afraid it might affect my performance in piano (especially since I've an examination coming up at March) and my mood to work. So it's still in the pending section. Though the possibility of me playing maple again will be 0.1%. Which also means there will be a 99.9% possibility that I will not indulge myself in MAPLE anymore. Since I know the damages MAPLE can do to just anyone, it's got a "DANGER" sign attached to it. SO, that's the odds.

By the way, I keep feeling there's butterflies in my stomach..

NOT ONE HOWEVER...

BUT MANY...
Yep and it's right in the gut of my stomach. It's been like that for one whole day. I think I sense something coming. I just hope it turns out to be something good.... =D