I'm hooked onto Jason Derulo's - WATCHA SAY

It's not that it's a bad thing,
but I've got researches to do,
and the music is too tempting


Just like you've been in the desert for 3 days 3 nights
with just water and no food
Coming out,
you see your favourite

PENANG CHAR KOAY TEOW,
SOTONG BAKAR,
SATAY,
PIZZA,
MC DONALDS,
ITALIAN SPAGETTI!!!!


Instead of going to report that you're safe and sound to
your family members,
friends
and whoever who cares,

you rush to the food
sit down
and start gulping down the food.


Never knowing that those who care are waiting all the time.

Without eating or drinking properly.

Or either sleeping at all.




You eat and eat
but somehow,
you never get full
WHY???
You ask yourself
Turns out,
...

.....

.......

It's a mirage

AND

You're still in the desert




Lol, that was not what I meant to say.
I was saying that some music are too nice
It really makes me "NOT FOCUS"
And one of them is
none other than
WATCHA SAY - Jason Derulo
So if you've not checked this song out,
please do so
it might meet your standards
=)


ciao

Looking around in and out, I realized that time had indeed stopped for me. It's not something like I stopped functioning, or stopped doing anything, it's more like my world suddenly stopped, while others continued gaining, learning, and above all...living.

I wonder when my world will start spinning again.

commitment

Today, I asked myself, why is it that some people just cannot commit themselves further in a relationship. Be it friendship, romance relationship etc.

I ask myself again, is it hard?

human + human + friendly = friendship
human + human + friendly + commitment = ???
human + human + friendly - commitment = ???




Committed - Elizabeth Gilbert

Are those butterflies?

It's a little bored when I'm not working. Okay, it's extremely bored. Time actually "crawls" when I'm not working. Although I have to practice piano, prepare worksheets for Shannon, help out with the household chores and such, I feel so so so (x infinity) bored. I feel that I'm dawdling all the time and I'm wasting time. It must be the after-effects of 14 years of non-stop-studying. It goes to the extend that I even find facebook and television a bore. Especially since most of my friends are either studying or working (or touring), and I feel so so so damn bored..augghhhh...I feel terrible!!!

Sometimes, I think about the time when our SPM results will be announced. Whether it will be good, or just fairly okay, or bad?!? I don't have a hint. What adds to the bore is that nobody's free and available to chat with me. So I have to make do with Duston's barks..lolz..and of course the music from iTunes.

And I have been skipping lots of exercises. Either the time is not appropriate, or bro won't tell me the time, since it takes 2 or more ppl to play badminton. DOn't ask me to jog or run however, cause I'll be too lazy.

And so I've been thinking of playing maple again. But then again, I'm afraid it might affect my performance in piano (especially since I've an examination coming up at March) and my mood to work. So it's still in the pending section. Though the possibility of me playing maple again will be 0.1%. Which also means there will be a 99.9% possibility that I will not indulge myself in MAPLE anymore. Since I know the damages MAPLE can do to just anyone, it's got a "DANGER" sign attached to it. SO, that's the odds.

By the way, I keep feeling there's butterflies in my stomach..

NOT ONE HOWEVER...

BUT MANY...
Yep and it's right in the gut of my stomach. It's been like that for one whole day. I think I sense something coming. I just hope it turns out to be something good.... =D

It ends with a once in a life time chance

As usual, it's quite bored since I graduated from Secondary School. Of course I've helped out a little at home with the household chores and such. But somehow something's missing, and I hope it's not academic education. Of course lots of friends are geared up for the January intakes to colleges and year 2010 will have a lot to offer to these little adults of the future. I was just thinking how nice it could finally be that we get to study the subjects that we are interested in, instead of those which we are force to study for example........[---]...........

And since I'll be waiting for the results to be announced, which will probably be in March, working seemed to be a preferable resort. Not so as in wash the toilets, wait on customers, serve hot dishes, but something more different. I just hope I'll get on with the colleagues, now that I'll be stepping out of the threshold of the comfortable household door.

However, occasionally I still miss my friends, from primary and secondary. They have been a part of my life which has made me into what I am today and partook this long journey with me towards maturity. And also the second home I found in 24 seasons drum, which I miss so utmost and regretfully. Shall I ever have the chance to experience it all again, it would be an instant nod without hesitation.

Almost everytime I type, the ideas come surging so intently and wildly that the paragraphs and points might jumble up. So I do apologise if you find it weird. * I suddenly wanted to type "I'm bored" ..you see what I mean?? *

Anyway, happy new year!!! DOn't forget, always capture the moment because every moment is a one in a lifetime chance!

6M Reunion 2010

In regard to a joyous evening of our 6M gathering, I would like to write a few words as a memory of what happened today.

First and foremost, I would like to present my utmost appreciation to my dear parents, who willingly agreed on letting us use the house as the location for the gathering. Especially to my mom, who went to all the trouble to cook a delicious meal of spagetti, nasi beriani, tanduri chicken and tom yam bee hoon. Thx mom and dad!

Next I would like to thank Eugene, my co-organiser, for giving great effort in contacting members of our "6M family", preparing stuff, and contributing energy and ideas during the process of preparation.

I would also like to say thanks to Xin Khai, for sharing with us his barbeque pit, Ze Chuen who went to the trouble to prepare the chicken, Xin Tze who prepared the fruits last minute, Liang Sun for his nuggets, Sara for her egg sandwiches, Su Lynn for her jelly and keropok, Yee Ying for her agar-agar, Ah Juan for ordering Dominoes Pizza, Jonathan for our "us" birthday cake, Zi Ling for specially coming earlier to help out with stuff and lastly and most gratefully to NOEL NG NUO ER!!!! He generously used more than RM200 for our gathering, he bought meatballs, sausages, balloons, drinks (sprite and sunquick), cups, plates, and other cutleries etc.

And also to thank everyone who took their time off to come to this gathering. I'm sure everyone had a great time and bonds between us were reconciled somewhat during the process of the games and dinner session. Thanks to those who came, because of this, we were able to meet up with people we lost contact with for the past 5 years.

I would also say like to say thanks to Ai-Yin, the game master, for persuading her family to allow the house to be used for the gathering occasion, finding the SKEWERS (not screwers), cleaning the porch, clearing the living room and make everyone enjoy the somewhat little time we had to enjoy our gathering.

But I'm really really grateful that the gathering turned out well, although some people had their feet stepped on, the legs hit till the veins threatened to burst, all which happened during the games, but oh, I'm waiting for someone to upload the pictures of the mouth feeding punishment using the keropoks, in which, Eugene, Li Yen, He Liang, Yee Ying, and Ze Chuen were punished. Lolz..

And of course, pictures were snapped. And it seemed so obvious then, that everyone had grown up a lot during this 5 years, and I'm sure it came as a surprise that we still can play and chat to each other as before and as we used to in primary school.

In conclusion, I lost my voice, I think it'll not be able to function as well as it did this morning. Oh well, I'm sure somebody else must have also lost his or her voice as the house was practically half filled with screams of delight, surprise and shock. =)

I hope to see more uploaded pictures XD XD XD hahaha

It's early in the morning at about 1.45am just after the gathering. It ended close to 1am. Thanks to those who stayed back to help our with the cleaning. =)
Because after today, I'm sure we'll part ways. Each on their own, into unfamiliar grounds. If God allows, then maybe there'll be another gathering at the end of this new year (2010). And even so, many might not be able to attend because of school and college homework. So, I am really really glad that we had a great and fun time today. So, good luck to those who are going to NS!!! haha...and good luck to those who are starting their furthur studies in college. May God bless you throughout your journey towards sucess. =)


The end. ^^

* ps, I would also like to thank Duston, for generously loaning his playground ( the side porch) for the location of our barbeque pit.