The 100th post

Surprise!

I resigned as the class monitor yesterday. Probably things were getting too hectic for me. Probably I am not capable of handling and juggling too much things at one time YET. But it's only in a matter of time that I change to improve myself. However, first things first and studies have to come first this year, no matter how much is sacrificed.

Today, I officially announced the news to the rest of the class. Some were shocked, some somehow gt hold of the information yesterday apparently.Still, I was in awe as Kah Kheng showed me tears glistening in her eyes. Proves that my effort was not in vain. My existence was appreciated. I'm glad none-the-least. It has been a great experience for me as a monitor for 2 and a half years. I just want to enjoy the rest of my high school life as a normal student. A student who needn't exit the class almost every period. A student who can afford the time to sit still in class, listening to the teachers babble and lecture. A student who can relax mostly and not having to keep up her guard the whole time due to the heavy responsibility entrusted.

I have at least accepted that I'm no longer the class monitor, though it was really tempting to shout "class stand!!" at the beginning and ending of every period. But it slips naturally into my mind after awhile that I'm no longer the monitor and should make it clear to others. I stick to my stand and decision. I would not want to regret the decision that I painstakingly made.

As for the song composition, we didn't get thru the finals. Pn. Chan who was in charge apparently did not have any cells for music. She was after the lyrics!! Who would have thought about that?!? lol, not me! I'm sorry for what happened. But Joy thought we did great. And that it wasn't our fault that the audience (one audience who makes that cursed final decision) failed to appreciate the beauty of our masterpiece. (lolz, I'm feeling sarcastically great yoday! =] ) The only console yesterday was that the other students from our class thought that our songs were brilliant. I guess only the jeweler can recognise the value of an exquisite gem. (definitely feeling great! XD )

All in all, yesterday was a terrible day for me. But certain decisions were made. I feel a little grown up now. And things are going well today ( except for the lip-crack that hurt me the whole day..it was sooooo annoying). I hope things continue to get well. Happy day to you!

=)

What a terrible shock

OMG JOY!! IF you happen to look at this post before tomorrow, which is the 29th of April, 2009, believe me,...seriously, you're gonna freak out.

I've just listened to the song of "ANOTHER GIRL" which we have been mentioning for the past few weeks..and.....I realised that her song is actually...QUITE GOOD ON THE MAJOR SIDE.which is a sorta letdown. Comparitively, everything sounds the same.

Believe me, my palms were sweating profusely the moment I heard the strange but sweet rhythm tingling thru my ears. It was like heaven. Now I'm not sure about the audition tomorrow.Cz it's QUITE obvious that I just finished the song yesterday ..and still with faulty errors here and there.and plus the fact that she gt it done like ONE WHOLE MONTH AGO!!! phew..I need a rest.My heads spinning, unless you count the fact that the whole world is spinning along with me.

I just hope our other song is good enough to beat the others.Btw, I wonder how are things going you side?

Song Composition an Accomplishment

MARK THIS DAY!!! I finished the song!!! haha. so happy. but there's still loads of work for me not done, still it's worth it i think. CHEERS!!! Green cheers!!! X'D

It's ironic

trying to forget but nothing seems to disappear,
trying to throw away but it keeps coming back double the price,
trying to acknowledge but refuses to face it,
trying to know but oh it's so damn annoying

how sad it seems that things are this way,
how awful it must be to be the one that's standing in the way,
how does it feel anymore to be a person that's just there but not really there?
how does anyone even know if it matters anymore now?

so it's like hot and cold,
it's like scared and bold,
it's like open and fold,
it's like you and me.

It's ironic.

First day of my driving lessons. 2 hrs passed in a wizz. But so very tired, i'm gonna retire to bed now.

Tomorrow is a Thursday. We have civics lesson. Aw, so boring. But i'm actually starting to believe that the teacher is not so bad as everyone thinks her to be. She actually enjoys talking bout her personal life =] but when we pursue on that matter, she just rubs off our question and ask us not to dig into her personal life. Ironic isn't it?

We'll be staying back for our drama class item. But most probably I'll be spending most of the time with Joy working on our song for the malam perpisahan theme song. I hope that it will be fruitful lest I don't want to waste any more time on this matter. It's gonna cost me lots to make this thing work. Then homework..homework..homework..so nice =S

Nothing interesting, unless you count the fact that I over-slept on the bus until I reached home. The bus was in halt. Everyone was staring at me when I suddenly woke up. Everyone = everyone + bus driver..Ah, it was so so so embarassing. But it was quite funny really.

And thus, ended the day of a predictable week. Hope things go well tomorrow. Ciao~

Ms. Ai-Yin here is kinda freaked out becz for the past 4-5 days, she has been thinking about the song to compose for the malam perpisahan thingy. And plus Joy is kinda freaked out too i think. Now see that things are not so easy. I think I'll start working on the chords. Might be able to come out with something to impress others..most importantly, impress myself. =) But lets just all hope for the best yet as we still have a long way to go

By the way, I have begun to type very very very fast with my fingers going "tap..tap..tap" and my fingers leaving the board.Not sticking to it. Just like playing the piano. Teacher says my scales have potential to go at 120km/sec haha..lol, it's just an exageration. But it's nice ain't it? XD *all smiles*

I'm soo lazy to do the tag by cy. REally really really lazy. So i think i'll put it off for the moment. I guess I'll go back to writting songs.. Tata~