You'll make a fine one, dear!!

I thought it was easy
I thought it was simple
I thought I could get past through it
But in the end, I realised that I could not..

It seemed like yesterday,
I was bragging about it,
Then it hit me like a lightning bolt though,
when I finally came to my senses and realised it wasn't so simple after all.

It strucked me deeply,
I felt as if the whole world would come down.
It made me wonder,
if I had really made the right choice after all.

Now I'm hanging on the line,
doubtful whether this was what I wanted it to be.
Will it ever be ...
Will I ever succeed..

Whatever it is.
"okay"
"I'll do it!"

yes!! I can do this!!!
I really can make it!!
It's the only way..
loose or win is not That important anymore..
It seems almost unlikely it'll turn out perfectly..
But at least..there's something..
there's the fruit of my labour..

ANd i'm going to make it happen.
Yes i will.
Be it good, be it bad..
It'll be something I'm going to be REALLY proud of!!

"YES!!"

"Malaysia boleh, I pun boleh!!!"

Kata Lawan

Here's a toast to all students out there clever enough or else say, have the right humour to do this. I got this out of an e-mail by the way>>>

Murid : Selamat pagi, cikgu.

Cikgu : (Menengking) Mengapa selamat pagi sahaja? Petang dan malam awak doakan saya tak selamat?

Murid : Selamat pagi, petang dan malam cikgu!

Cikgu : Panjang sangat! Tak pernah dibuat oleh orang! Kata selamat sejahtera! Senang dan penuh bermakna.Lagipun ucapan ini meliputi semua masa dan keadaan.

Murid : Selamat sejahtera cikgu!

Cikgu : Sama-sama, duduk! Dengar sini baik-baik. Hari ini cikgu nak uji kamu semua tentang perkataan
berlawan. Bila cikgu sebutkan perkataannya, kamu semua mesti menjawab dengan cepat, lawan bagi
perkataan-perkataan itu, faham?

Murid : Faham, cikgu!

Cikgu : Saya tak mahu ada apa-apa gangguan.

Murid : (senyap)

Cikgu : Pandai!

Murid : Bodoh!

Cikgu : Tinggi!

Murid : Rendah!

Cikgu : Jauh!

Murid : Dekat!

Cikgu : Keadilan!

Murid : UMNO!

Cikgu : Salah!

Murid : Betul!

Cikgu : Bodoh!

Murid : Pandai!

Cikgu : Bukan!

Murid : Ya!

Cikgu : Oh Tuhan!

Murid : Oh Hamba!

Cikgu : Dengar ini!

Murid : Dengar itu!

Cikgu : Diam!

Murid : Bising!

Cikgu : Itu bukan pertanyaan, bodoh!

Murid : Ini ialah jawapan, pandai!

Cikgu : Mati aku!

Murid : Hidup kami!

Cikgu : Rotan baru tau!

Murid : Akar lama tak tau!

Cikgu : Malas aku ajar kamu!

Murid : Rajin kami belajar cikgu!

Cikgu : Kamu gila!

Murid : Kami siuman!

Cikgu : Cukup! Cukup!

Murid : Kurang! Kurang!

Cikgu : Sudah! Sudah!

Murid : Belum! Belum!

Cikgu : Mengapa kamu semua bodoh sangat?

Murid : Sebab saya seorang pandai!

Cikgu : Oh! Melawan!

Murid : Oh! Mengalah!

Cikgu : Kurang ajar!

Murid : Cukup ajar!

Cikgu : Habis aku!

Murid : Kekal kami!

Cikgu : O.K. Pelajaran sudah habis!

Murid : K.O. Pelajaran belum bermula!

Cikgu : Sudah, bodoh!

Murid : Belum, pandai!

Cikgu : Berdiri!

Murid : Duduk!

Cikgu : Saya kata UMNO salah!

Murid : Kami dengar KeADILan betul!

Cikgu : Bangang kamu ni!

Murid : Cerdik kami tu!

Cikgu : Rosak!

Murid : Baik!

Cikgu : Kamu semua ditahan tengah hari
ini!

Murid : Dilepaskan tengah malam itu!

Cikgu : (Senyap dan mengambil buku-bukunya keluar.)

YIN'S THEORY

First, I have something important to say. It's about how some people are so sensitive when they are approached with questions or statements related to sex, or mildly saying....porn.

Ahh.The human mind is a fascinating thing. When someone is approached on a topic related to porn, their mind instantly jumps to the conclusion that one is talking about sex. This is unfortunately the product of our society conscience, which leads to the misunderstanding of the human mind over subjects or topics such as these.

Porn I would say is merely a ......( i dunno not know how to say.. =.=" )
pardon me, anyway, a person is not perfect. It would be excusable and understood,I presume,that one has to be forgiven for not understanding too much about porn.

But then looking closer into the human mind, you find people thinking in different ways, different perspectives, different angles..you find these people react differently. Of course, it all varies and depends, not excluding factors like family background, circle of friends, environment..etc..

Take for example, you see instant difference in PCGHS students and CGL students. PCGHS students mostly keep to their circle of friends. They hardly want to risk anything. Worst thing is they do not believe that they can make a difference in life.
But CGL students are different. You see them reacting to any situation. They are always alert and ready to response to "stimuli". Of course I would not dare to further comment on any other things, lest the two schools should team up and boy-cot me. WAHH, that time you'll have to save me..cz I wrote this post for the sake of you guys..

But seriously, people of the same age, same gender, same race and colour(I'm not a racist) can think, act and talk in different ways, most amazingly, its all because of the environment and the circle of friends, ain't it not?

Ahh..which you can see, ladies and gentlemen, it just proves another theory of mine. Which I proudly name it - YIN'S THEORY !!

Yes, leave any of your mindsets with me..or what you young people always say "the brain"...
Leave your mindsets with me if you feel like being updated on the YIN'S SECOND THEORY!! But don't give me a heart attack by leaving comments and telling me that my theory doesn't exist. (because it does and i can prove it to you if you would just log in to www.yin's theory.com)
It's all proven there. There's even a certificate issued by me, myself, on the existence on this spectacular, amazing and tremendously interesting theory of mine. So, till then, my young people..


































p.s. okay, I admit it is crap, but then, i've nothing on my mind currently. See, its empty. I need oxygen!! Things have been so taxing lately..Arrghh, gonna break down!! It's a mental-case nut-case!! =.="

Congratulations yin, you are 35% not Malaysian.

That means you're as Malaysian as...


Michelle Yeoh!

How Un-Malaysian Are You?

Love has a hem to her garment that reaches to the very dust. It sweeps the stains from the streets and lanes, and because it can, it must. - Mother Teresa


To succeed in life, you need two things: ignorance and confidence. - Mark Twain


Talent is cheaper than table salt. What separates the talented individual from the successful one is a lot of hard work. - Stephen King

Mixed Fruit *

lolz..exams are SO-NOT-FUN!!
waking up early..sleeping damn late...is this what life was supposed to be like?!?
why don't anyone stress on happy childhood anymore? lolz..okay..not childhood..teenagehood perhaps..

but then living on a hectic schedule for years, don't people tend to get bored? everything is in a mess and a bustle. There's hardly even time left ater piano lessons, art lessons, tons and tons of projects?? not to mention..HOMEWORK....i sooo dread homework. Especially chinese. English is just fine to me, why do we even need chinese. especially if your chinese is like..hmm..bad?!?

And of course, anyone who knows me knows that my chinese wouldn't stand a chance compared to a kindergartner..it like, so terrible..i could faint if you asked me to sit quitely and memorise chinese vocabs and all. It would be far too boring. Chinese, i wouldn't say is useless. but then, we should be given the option to choose what subjects to take in the exam. It's so unfair that anyone has to face something unwillingly.

As i Always say, nobody should be forced to do anything they dislike, least make any monumental contribution against their will. Somehow, we are forced to study certain "hateful" (it comes a lil' strong here) things. THe interest isn't simply there. Why not use that time to learn more new and interesting things, rather than waste time staring at a book or either staring into the face of boredom.

As for sejarah, i would refrain from critisizing the subject. I know some people may hate the subject. Facts and all to memorise.. But then coming to think of it, at least there is something solid for us to study.As long as you are willing to study, you'll surely score, and no doubt about that. At least it's not like CHINESE, totally indepictable.

Chinese may be a beautiful language, goodness knows. I do NOT want to know bout it.. But then, it never did occur to me that it was a favourable language. It is not in my grasp somehow, perhaps it will never be.. But let the passing time prove that. For now, it's all about living life to the fullest for me. Life has so much to give, if only we could appreciate every chance and opportunity. Some people do not really appreciate the beauty of life and what it has in store, not me though. Live is unpredictable, full of sound and fury. Colour your life with passion and vibrant colours. At the end of the day, or when rewinding memories of the past, U'll find yourself a very contented person. At least you have been there, done that. Its the process that counts. Even though you don't acheive the best and beat the best of the best, you're a winner yourself.As long as you have the courage to stand for what you want and what you think is right, you'll have enough to brag about the rest of your life.

Just that day, an innocent friend of mine wailed to me that she had not been able to concentrate on her studies and asked me to advise her. Then we came to a topic about life. I told her to cherish every moment in life. May it be good, may it be bad, it may be frightening at times, but then at least you have experienced it. You have done what you think is right. I then asked her if she was happy with her current life. She said so-so. I then reasoned to her that she was missing out a lot in life. She did not have anything to be proud of. She had only faint memories of the past to accompany her forever. It was really sad. REally sad to see that her parents brought her up only the find the child not appreciating the life that they gave to her. Were her parents effort to be wasted after so many years of nurturing their only child?? All their hopes on her would just vanish in a blink of the eye. These pitiful scenarios often happen in many families where the child does not appreciate life. I questioned her again, was it worth it that jz a few moments of lagging behind would completely destroy her life? Did she want the reminisce the past and find that she had acheived nothing in life? Would it be too late than to regret??

The answer is up to you to decide. If you chose what you think is right, be prepared to face the worst, or perhaps the best. Those blissful moments in the past may just be a pigment of imagination to one, to be cherished and thought of. But without the future, would there be anymore memories? Memories worth reminising?

So, never do complain if you find your life a bee nest. In fact, appreciate the thought that you have been gifted this very job. Put your best in it. REmember though, do it only if you are willing to do it. Things never turn up well if the effort is done unwillingly. Love and cherish every moment in your life. Unknowingly, you can make a difference.

The TOughest Job

To my DEar MOm,...

The toughest job..


A CEO, a lawyer, or a broker,
Which job is harder, you may wonder
What about that of a mother?
Hands down, it's the toughest, no need to ponder


Morning sickness, back pain and weight gain
Nine months later, arrghhh...it's labour pain.
Baby crying, night feeds and three hours of sleep
You would be cranky too, if not weep.


The toughest job that you have procured
Would you do it again? "Oh, but for sure!"
" I love you mom" is music to the ears
"Well done, great job" that is very clear


A toast to you, mom
A toast to all the sacrifices that you have made
You're the greatest, enough said
Happy Mothers' Day, mom!!



yin

I PASSED!!!

I passed my theory exam!!
I PASSED!!! PASSED!!!

to tell you the truth..i sort of expected it * grins* hehe...seriously
although i din't pass whenever i was doing the mock test..somehow i knew it..
haha.. congratulate me pls...i PASSED!!!

lolz..i'm supposed to be studying now. but then..important things have to come first rite?
anyway, jz wanted to share tht i passed my theory exam!!!!

Where were you?

It seems so strange that they all meant so much less to you,
those beautiful moments that we shared.
It is sad to think that everytime you held me close,
deep down inside you never really cared.

I believed in every single word you said,
I believed in every promise you made-

I know now they were merely lies you were telling me,
but they're lies that i'm really going to miss.

I tell my friends I've already gotten over it,
but I never let them see that I'm in pain.

Like I never let you see me neaar your house at night,
standing waiting in the pouriong rain...

Even now I hope that you'll know all decisions made were wrong,
And that you never meant what you have said.

Those words of goodbye were never real,
And maybe tomorrow you will change your mind.

Sometimes I hate you for the things that u've done,
but the hatred never seems to last.

My present and future are so empty now,
Because my heart is still living in the past.

Stop killing me off happiness,
Fill me with emptiness.

Stop burning me everyday,
cause it hurts in everyway.

It's nothing special nor mysterious,
It's nothing really serious.

It just breaks your heart apart,

And make the burning tearsdrops start....

Exams on the run!!!

bad news..if i fail tis exam, this coming one i mean..

i am going to screw up!!!

i have to cancel all my activities to the minimum...and that will be like "the -end-of my-life" time!!

that will be..my YE, my F1 project, my NIE project, my badminton,the Taylor's thing, my drumzz, my arts...yadda..yadda...

everything but piano and studies!!!!!

worst is i am already prepared to fail my add math, sejarah, bio, physics(can understand a d*mn thing bout wat the teacher was saying)...

hm..hectic schedule..

so hopefully i can ace this one and pull it through..until then i'll have to study and study and...STUDY..

have faith..even a cartoon can work so hard..so can I ! ^^