Mixed Fruit *

lolz..exams are SO-NOT-FUN!!
waking up early..sleeping damn late...is this what life was supposed to be like?!?
why don't anyone stress on happy childhood anymore? lolz..okay..not childhood..teenagehood perhaps..

but then living on a hectic schedule for years, don't people tend to get bored? everything is in a mess and a bustle. There's hardly even time left ater piano lessons, art lessons, tons and tons of projects?? not to mention..HOMEWORK....i sooo dread homework. Especially chinese. English is just fine to me, why do we even need chinese. especially if your chinese is like..hmm..bad?!?

And of course, anyone who knows me knows that my chinese wouldn't stand a chance compared to a kindergartner..it like, so terrible..i could faint if you asked me to sit quitely and memorise chinese vocabs and all. It would be far too boring. Chinese, i wouldn't say is useless. but then, we should be given the option to choose what subjects to take in the exam. It's so unfair that anyone has to face something unwillingly.

As i Always say, nobody should be forced to do anything they dislike, least make any monumental contribution against their will. Somehow, we are forced to study certain "hateful" (it comes a lil' strong here) things. THe interest isn't simply there. Why not use that time to learn more new and interesting things, rather than waste time staring at a book or either staring into the face of boredom.

As for sejarah, i would refrain from critisizing the subject. I know some people may hate the subject. Facts and all to memorise.. But then coming to think of it, at least there is something solid for us to study.As long as you are willing to study, you'll surely score, and no doubt about that. At least it's not like CHINESE, totally indepictable.

Chinese may be a beautiful language, goodness knows. I do NOT want to know bout it.. But then, it never did occur to me that it was a favourable language. It is not in my grasp somehow, perhaps it will never be.. But let the passing time prove that. For now, it's all about living life to the fullest for me. Life has so much to give, if only we could appreciate every chance and opportunity. Some people do not really appreciate the beauty of life and what it has in store, not me though. Live is unpredictable, full of sound and fury. Colour your life with passion and vibrant colours. At the end of the day, or when rewinding memories of the past, U'll find yourself a very contented person. At least you have been there, done that. Its the process that counts. Even though you don't acheive the best and beat the best of the best, you're a winner yourself.As long as you have the courage to stand for what you want and what you think is right, you'll have enough to brag about the rest of your life.

Just that day, an innocent friend of mine wailed to me that she had not been able to concentrate on her studies and asked me to advise her. Then we came to a topic about life. I told her to cherish every moment in life. May it be good, may it be bad, it may be frightening at times, but then at least you have experienced it. You have done what you think is right. I then asked her if she was happy with her current life. She said so-so. I then reasoned to her that she was missing out a lot in life. She did not have anything to be proud of. She had only faint memories of the past to accompany her forever. It was really sad. REally sad to see that her parents brought her up only the find the child not appreciating the life that they gave to her. Were her parents effort to be wasted after so many years of nurturing their only child?? All their hopes on her would just vanish in a blink of the eye. These pitiful scenarios often happen in many families where the child does not appreciate life. I questioned her again, was it worth it that jz a few moments of lagging behind would completely destroy her life? Did she want the reminisce the past and find that she had acheived nothing in life? Would it be too late than to regret??

The answer is up to you to decide. If you chose what you think is right, be prepared to face the worst, or perhaps the best. Those blissful moments in the past may just be a pigment of imagination to one, to be cherished and thought of. But without the future, would there be anymore memories? Memories worth reminising?

So, never do complain if you find your life a bee nest. In fact, appreciate the thought that you have been gifted this very job. Put your best in it. REmember though, do it only if you are willing to do it. Things never turn up well if the effort is done unwillingly. Love and cherish every moment in your life. Unknowingly, you can make a difference.