darn acting!

darn with acting!
Well, maybe you had a reason for doing so.
Was it THAT worth it to hurt others while you got what you wanted?
How did it feel to be the control freak again and again huh?
Was it that pleasurable?
I guess it was, cause you're still doing it over the years.
It must have been like chocolates and diamonds huh..
And you,
maybe you have to face it,
or save something precious to you.
Haven't you noticed the hurt look in the eyes of the people around you?
Maybe you did it for the better good.
But didn't you notice how much confidence in a person that you knocked down?
We can't satisfy every need.
Well, maybe some things weren't that important to you in the first place.
May be your thoughts created a different scenario.
Well, has it?
over the years..has it?
And you,
why do you struggle so much to show the real you?
why do you want to stop acting in front of the whole world and be true to yourself?
Do you see others doing the same way?
What do you see in that?
Darn acting...