Happy Birthday to me~! haha..

I got a book from my brother,
a small dog + photo + frame from my aunty,
a GREEN pencil from my younger brother,
and lots and lots of SMSes from my friends.
whoosh, that's a lot.
Yeah, plus a big angpow from my dear grandmama.
I wonder what's next? XD

hehe.. XD *evil*

Which?

Better to look a fool and be a gentleman, than to look a gentleman and be a fool.

On second thought

Okay, maybe he does care after all. A bit. Maybe not enough though.

What the crap?!

Mika took Duston out for a walk today. He was so energetic and was swirling in the tornado of glee or whatever you call a dog that's filled with "over-excitedness". In the end, we were the ones that were soaked with sweat, not Duston.. But I doubt that we could even noticed if he sweated. By the way, i wonder if dogs sweat at all? o.O

But he's beginning to be a good dog, so it's fine with everyone ( except my brother). I doubt he even cares. Just like he hardly cares about what's going on at home anymore. In the least, I think he doesn't give second thought what-so-ever. Maybe all humans grow up to become like that. When they reach a certain stage in life, they tend to change? I know not many people like changes. Too bad it happens in this endless circle of life...

Homework is a burden still. Too much homework. Yet, I'm too lazy to just start on it. It's really discouraging at the fact that we have to do so much homework. If it helps then it's all right with me though. Although I can't say that it's a relaxing year, neither is it a year to just laze around, one just can't seem to really concentrate on studying.(you'll get what I mean if you're the lazy type.)

The school graduation magazine advertisment thingy is getting up to my nerves. It's pulling the very last strand of my energy and I'm quite helpless now. Which makes me wonder why can't we just be like Jit Sin(who doesn't force the students to pay RM90.00 after CNY). Darn the admin. =D

Anyways, it's nice being back in front of the pc. (though I do it everyday) And sporadically updating my lifeless blog. Plus my brother at the back peeping...haha..nah, just joking. I gtg now, scoot..bye!!

EST blah!

EST class today was a total disaster. Who knew what the teacher was crapping away half the time?!? Plus, whatever he mentioned in the previous lesson left me more clueless than ever. Well, I guess he's too cheem for me to understand. But I will understand! YUSH!! XD

I'm not going to give up to that guy. I bet I can do better than today. (don't ask me, today was TERRIBLE..)
oh well. bye 4 now.

Duston

whoot?

headache.sore throat.still living fortunately.

whoot?

headache.sore throat.still living fortunately.

New Year 2009 XD

So, say HI to year 2009 people. It's gonna be a really horrifying year. Not to mention that I'm going to suffer SPM this year, and my basics are not even there yet. Plus, piano scores are so terribly difficult that I hope I can even get to learn the piece before next year. And the exams will be so hard. I dread to go to the new class this year, mixing around won't be much of a problem as usual. But then about the graduation book advertisements, No problem it should be, except that I lost THAT BOOK!! That BOOK that we were supposed to get the signatures and logos of companies etc. etc. I LOST IT!! Oh well, they said I'll have to report to the police. Such nonsence. I don't get it how they can be so non-sensical. Reporting to the police for ONE BOOK( with just 8 empty pages) sounds really really ridiculus to me. Okay, maybe they were joking..but hey, you can't get too serious with people like those ( that you have in the school, especially those in the top positions) It's not that I didn't look for it the entire holiday, but it seems to have disappeared into thin air.

Anyway, we're getting a doggy. XD
A puppy to be exact. And since my mum has fur phobia, guess who's going to be in charge of the puppy?
It's not gonna be easy. Besides, they pee all over and you won't know if you're gonna step on a "puddle". Plus, bathing it, feeding. I heard it's gonna go thru the menstrual period too. Tell me if you know anything about this okay? Cause it sounds weird that dogs have PMS.

Seriously, next year, I'm out of any club activities, except Drums of course, that I can't quit. But other than that, I'll have to bore myself with studies, and piano, and theory, and badminton..
But I love Badminton though. The coach tortures us every.single.time. It's kinda awful to go home with muscle cramps that lasts for 5 days after that. But, I love it. It's cool. =D

Going back to school will be weird. Especially sitting with a bunch of people. *sorry* I don't have to worry much actually. I'll be having extra classes of course, for EST, Art, and civics (it's a LAME subject. No matter how you put it, it's a terrible waste of time. Seriously what were the people thinking when they introduced this subject?!? It's a waste of our precious trees, more global warming I guess..Plus, the teachers are not really conditioned to teach us this subject. So if it's so vital that we have to cut down trees to learn this subject, why don't they have teachers who are good at it? lolz . Students won't be much better then. lolz. )

I've cut my hair. Snip . Snip. Snip. All those hair gone!! But that's not really a problem. =D I don't mind really. After all, there's still one more year. So why not enjoy having short hair. It's been for four years now, one more year won't hurt the more. Although it's really hard to maintain it ( in many ways). Coming to think of it, our school's administrators also have short hair!! haha!! Well, no wonder they emphasize on their students to maintain a certain LENGTH of hair. Thats too bad for them anyway. X) It's their problem, not ours.

Guess it's just gonna be a simple year ahead. I hope it's gonna be filled with joy and laughter. From family, me and friends. Thanks to those who have been there. Good luck. =D

Happy New Year ~

Jingle bells~ ring~




Merry Christmas <3

Tagged

1. Who is more important to you?
Family

2. How often do you think of committing suicide?
Used to, not now though, cz it doesn't really solve anything.

3. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Sure do.

4. How many babies you want?
Haha~

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Of course, plus every cloud that has a silver lining.

6. What is your goal for this year?
To score a good grade in SPM

7. Do you believe in eternity love?
Yeap

8. What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to u? (List 5)
1.Someone who understands
2.Someone who cares
3.Someone special
4.Someone interesting
5.Someone perfect? ^^

9. List 5 characteristic of your best friend.
talented, smart, interesting, rational, beautiful

10. What is your bad habit?
Laziness

11. What's your opinion with Distance relationship?
Nothing wrong with that, as long as it's mutual.

12. What does flying means to you?
Hapiness

13. What do you crave for the most currently?
I WANNA SCORE A GOOD GRADE

14. Are you single/in a relationship?
Single

15. What happens when beast becomes the prince?
They marry

16. What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
Eat, Online, Draw

17. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
A happy person

18. Where are your desire destinations?
Home

19. Do you play Gunbound?
Previously.

20. Do you ever hurt by a person you love? how its feel?
No, never loved. =D



TAGGED: Tricia, Eugene, Ripalo

Instructions: Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 3 people. List them out at the end of the post.Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessing.

" p.s. Since I've done the tag, I've got blessings XD "

A relieve at last

Zettai Kareshi~
( It's there )
You made me cry again~
^^


Thanks.

Mall Scrooge

I'm back from KL!!
okay, actually I was in many places.
Kota Damansara, Sedang, Putrajaya..etc..
The roads were very very complicated.
And plus, it took us a long time to travel from one place to the other, so you can guess who was tired out in the end.

And the malls!! XD
Super huge!! They're quite huge actually, most are larger than those you get in HK.
They've got 4 malls in the same area.
So you can go to one, then just drop down to have a quick bite, then turn left, to the other mall, the turn right, to another mall. *haha*
Hey, it's true!!

Also went IKEA.
You should have seen the place.
It is so HUGE. HUMONGOUS actually.
We didn't get to scroll through the whole place cause it was quite late at that time.
And those people sure are night owls. XD

Loved the place.
But too complicated for my liking.
I still prefer Penang.
Home Sweet Home. =)

Dilemma

It's fine. I understand.









You know what? I don't.

As a matter of fact, I really can't read people's minds. And certainly not yours. Just because I was willing to let my guard down doesn't mean that you of all the people out there should do this to me.
You think all of this is just a game huh? Well, let me tell you. By all means if I feel threatened, there wouldn't be any friendship between us again. You hear me?
When will you ever learn that I don't give a damn bullshit about what kinda stupid childish game that you so ignorantly pulled up. I'm not interested. Hear me? NOT interested.
Go on and play your stupid, really really idiotic games, and you'll see that I'll have nothing to do with you after that.

I'm sorry I had to blog about it. Cause I don't suppose that it'll end here. Well, I couldn't contain any more anger in me. And neither do I want to hate someone I trust so much. You get me? I don't want to walk down that path of tricks and untruth. I want to be able to believe. To have hope. I want to see a bright future for everybody. Not turning myself against the good. You know something? My friend believes that her only faith is in God. God bless her. Well, MY faith is in the people I trust. I don't want to loose that faith yet. Not now. And maybe not forever. I want to believe that trusting people is not wrong. I want to believe in people. I want to believe that there is more in this world than hurt and pain. I want to believe that word "friends" means much more that just a shallow noun.

Yes, of course many might say that misunderstandings do happen. Of course I do not doubt that. But then, misunderstandings or not, everyone has a limit. Either the "unfortunate misunderstanding" is solved immediately, nobody would be happy right? So please, do not create anymore trouble for anybody okay? The fact that you're sometimes annoying, I still find you likeable. I do not want to ruin our friendship because of the "misunderstanding". So everything that I've blogged about here is true. And I do understand if you're hurt. But please do consider that for every "inappropriate" act that you had made cut deeply into some poor half-shattering heart, and please do consider that that heart won't take anymore cuts from no one. Being unable to do anything unwise about your "inappropriate behaviour" is my regret. Maybe. And perhaps, my first ever regret in life.

I'm not trying to be snobbish or anything. Plus, I don't want to appear high and mighty. But I've got a life. I don't want mine to be ruined. At this brink and point of life, you may not have known what's really really going on, and how I may have felt towards things. But that I do not blame you. You've got your own life too, and a beautiful one at that. I'm not asking for anything, just you know maybe..grow up? please?

I would so much like to say how wonderful is friendship. Recently, some of my friends have encountered problems involving the word "friends". I couldn't understand why was it so hard to just hang around. I mean, as friends? you get what I meant? Was it so hard to just fit in? As long as everyone was happy? I knew i was.

I just couldn't get them. I do now. It's no use hidding from my feelings anymore. Now I ask myself. What does the word "friends" mean to you? I don't know.