Happy New Year ~

Jingle bells~ ring~




Merry Christmas <3

Tagged

1. Who is more important to you?
Family

2. How often do you think of committing suicide?
Used to, not now though, cz it doesn't really solve anything.

3. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Sure do.

4. How many babies you want?
Haha~

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Of course, plus every cloud that has a silver lining.

6. What is your goal for this year?
To score a good grade in SPM

7. Do you believe in eternity love?
Yeap

8. What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to u? (List 5)
1.Someone who understands
2.Someone who cares
3.Someone special
4.Someone interesting
5.Someone perfect? ^^

9. List 5 characteristic of your best friend.
talented, smart, interesting, rational, beautiful

10. What is your bad habit?
Laziness

11. What's your opinion with Distance relationship?
Nothing wrong with that, as long as it's mutual.

12. What does flying means to you?
Hapiness

13. What do you crave for the most currently?
I WANNA SCORE A GOOD GRADE

14. Are you single/in a relationship?
Single

15. What happens when beast becomes the prince?
They marry

16. What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
Eat, Online, Draw

17. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
A happy person

18. Where are your desire destinations?
Home

19. Do you play Gunbound?
Previously.

20. Do you ever hurt by a person you love? how its feel?
No, never loved. =D



TAGGED: Tricia, Eugene, Ripalo

Instructions: Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 3 people. List them out at the end of the post.Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessing.

" p.s. Since I've done the tag, I've got blessings XD "

A relieve at last

Zettai Kareshi~
( It's there )
You made me cry again~
^^


Thanks.

Mall Scrooge

I'm back from KL!!
okay, actually I was in many places.
Kota Damansara, Sedang, Putrajaya..etc..
The roads were very very complicated.
And plus, it took us a long time to travel from one place to the other, so you can guess who was tired out in the end.

And the malls!! XD
Super huge!! They're quite huge actually, most are larger than those you get in HK.
They've got 4 malls in the same area.
So you can go to one, then just drop down to have a quick bite, then turn left, to the other mall, the turn right, to another mall. *haha*
Hey, it's true!!

Also went IKEA.
You should have seen the place.
It is so HUGE. HUMONGOUS actually.
We didn't get to scroll through the whole place cause it was quite late at that time.
And those people sure are night owls. XD

Loved the place.
But too complicated for my liking.
I still prefer Penang.
Home Sweet Home. =)

Dilemma

It's fine. I understand.









You know what? I don't.

As a matter of fact, I really can't read people's minds. And certainly not yours. Just because I was willing to let my guard down doesn't mean that you of all the people out there should do this to me.
You think all of this is just a game huh? Well, let me tell you. By all means if I feel threatened, there wouldn't be any friendship between us again. You hear me?
When will you ever learn that I don't give a damn bullshit about what kinda stupid childish game that you so ignorantly pulled up. I'm not interested. Hear me? NOT interested.
Go on and play your stupid, really really idiotic games, and you'll see that I'll have nothing to do with you after that.

I'm sorry I had to blog about it. Cause I don't suppose that it'll end here. Well, I couldn't contain any more anger in me. And neither do I want to hate someone I trust so much. You get me? I don't want to walk down that path of tricks and untruth. I want to be able to believe. To have hope. I want to see a bright future for everybody. Not turning myself against the good. You know something? My friend believes that her only faith is in God. God bless her. Well, MY faith is in the people I trust. I don't want to loose that faith yet. Not now. And maybe not forever. I want to believe that trusting people is not wrong. I want to believe in people. I want to believe that there is more in this world than hurt and pain. I want to believe that word "friends" means much more that just a shallow noun.

Yes, of course many might say that misunderstandings do happen. Of course I do not doubt that. But then, misunderstandings or not, everyone has a limit. Either the "unfortunate misunderstanding" is solved immediately, nobody would be happy right? So please, do not create anymore trouble for anybody okay? The fact that you're sometimes annoying, I still find you likeable. I do not want to ruin our friendship because of the "misunderstanding". So everything that I've blogged about here is true. And I do understand if you're hurt. But please do consider that for every "inappropriate" act that you had made cut deeply into some poor half-shattering heart, and please do consider that that heart won't take anymore cuts from no one. Being unable to do anything unwise about your "inappropriate behaviour" is my regret. Maybe. And perhaps, my first ever regret in life.

I'm not trying to be snobbish or anything. Plus, I don't want to appear high and mighty. But I've got a life. I don't want mine to be ruined. At this brink and point of life, you may not have known what's really really going on, and how I may have felt towards things. But that I do not blame you. You've got your own life too, and a beautiful one at that. I'm not asking for anything, just you know maybe..grow up? please?

I would so much like to say how wonderful is friendship. Recently, some of my friends have encountered problems involving the word "friends". I couldn't understand why was it so hard to just hang around. I mean, as friends? you get what I meant? Was it so hard to just fit in? As long as everyone was happy? I knew i was.

I just couldn't get them. I do now. It's no use hidding from my feelings anymore. Now I ask myself. What does the word "friends" mean to you? I don't know.

Starry Starry Night~

Be who you are,

And Say what you feel.

Because those who Mind doesn't matter (its true)

And those who Matter don't mind.

Thought of the moment :



What's life without a little sugar and spice?





What's life without a little attitude and character?





What's life without bumps and a little risk?





What's life without a little sex and romance?



Yet again, what's life when we've got things to do besides cleaning up the washer, studying, cooking, romancing, etc.etc.

We've got to have goals!!



I think we should all reach out and touch our goals as it feels like a good time to do so because..
What's life without goals?

Think tank : "Alcohol may be man's worst enemy, but the Bible says love your enemy,"

Frank Sinatra

Ciao.

The beginning of the end

*sighs* Don't blame me for disliking her. I can't do much more to help you out of your misery. But DO believe me, as you have always done. She's not the one for you. You know that, don't you? Still, you choose to ignore the simplest fact that is in fact going to ruin your life. Do not tell me you don't have a life, cause you do! In fact, everyone has a life ( and a good one at that) . It's how willing are you to manipulate your OWN life into a better future. You have got everything in life that a beggar would yearn for. You're a perfectly sane being who could go far if only you would stop making yourself seem so useless and so disappointing.

You don't have to have her as your wall of stability.
You don't have to have her as your strength to keep you going.
You don't have to have her to ditch you when she wants to.

Come on! You still have us!
Coming back to the main point..
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I seriously...DO NOT think that she's cut out for you.
You're playing with fire aren't you.
At the beginning, I thought that "ah..it won't go too far..just let it be.."
But now, I see that it's going way beyond.
You're going to hurt yourself like this.
You're very aware of that I'm sure.

But.

Think.

Far.

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Think once more.


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Think twice again.

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Know that fate will not let you two be together forever.

It's only temporary that you can dip deep into your world of fantasy.

Don't tell me that you and her are bound by an unbreakable force of immense love.
Don't tell me that you see yourself with her in the future
Be aware that you'll both walk separate ways in the end.

You'll be ruining her.
You'll be ruining yourself.
She's too young and immature.
You're too aware and kind.

You'll both not know what to do when the time comes.
when you and her

are forced

to leave

each

other

I don't want to be the one who sits by your side listening to you saying if only you could turn back time.

I don't want to be the one who sees my friend ruined in the heart and not be able to do anything about it.

I don't want to be the one who shuts up and does nothing when there's a huge problem going on.

However huge the power of love can be, I'd advise you to think again.
It's done, so things can not turn back, just like time does not allow us to erase our past mistakes.
However, things can be mend.
Better late than never.

I'll be so happy for you old friend, if only you'll give way to your present desires, and think for a better happy-ending future. So just you know, as always, I'll be there for you. Always.

`yin.

Thought of the day :

Difference in human that has inspired homo sapiens, and brought them closer than ever to each other.


Wonders :

Why I can be so inspired by the one that I least admire?
If it's worth the pain I'm going through for an unfruitful ending?


Dreads :

Wasting more time over the same thing


Hopes :

To go back home

True Love

Fashion figure - My True Love

It's been quite some time since I've been drawing figures.
Figures of beautiful women,
with slender, long legs,
Women who wore the clothes I had so carefully drawn,
Cut out to perfection.


I didn't know all this time along,
That what I'd love the most about drawing
But now it seems crystal clear to me.

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You know the kind of women I used to draw?

Well, apparently, it's called fashion figure. And now that I've found out that it's quite different from the other kind of drawing, I've really set my heart on it. Fashion figure emphasizes on the human body, and the clothings compared to the other drawings from what I've observed. It's not all about human illustration, yet it's not all about FASHION only. It's about art, which carries a deeper meaning (to me). And I LOVE IT!!!




In fashion illustration , your figure should be drawn
- long
- slim
- squared off shoulders and
- very unrealistically elongated legs.










It will look extremely out of proportion, as the legs tend to be exaggeratedly long. The waist must be drawn very slender.

In drawing your figure, remember that

- the waist is one third down from the top of the figure.

# It is most important to show this important aspect of the figure, which will add to the elegance of your croquis. The waist falls in between the pelvic box and the upper torso shape, and should have a nice curve inward over these two structures of the body. The figures are measured in head widths, in order to ensure you’re getting the proportions right.

The true female figure measures seven to eight head lengths in height, the fashion figure measures nine to ten head lengths.

# In fashion drawing you must retain the basic proportions of the human form from head to crotch

# Add extra length to the legs to give dramatic stylised effect and give your designs more dynamic appeal.

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So, I guess you guys will be seeing more of my drawings.

But this time, I've set my heart on a particular branch.

No more drawing aimlessly.

From now on, it'll be Figure Fashion.

Good luck yin~!!

Tagged

Question: What is your name? (Please give one answer)
Ai-yin

Question: What is your nickname? (Please give two answers)
- yin
- sharrol

Question: Three books which you often read? (Please give three answers)
- singapore ghost stories ( quite convenient since they're always in the washroom )
- ballet shoes for anne
- computer

Question: The things gained from Blogging? (Please give four answers)
- public diary
- good way to improve my language(s)
- keep in touch with my peeps
- a site to crap freely

Question: Your favorite food? (Please give five answers)
- ice-cream
- chocolate
- TGIF's chocolate cake (yum!!)
- Asam
- Fish and chips
- Food

Question: Favorite songs? (Please give six answers)
- Daughtry ~ What about now
- Billy Gilman ~ One Voice
- T.I ~ Whatever you like
- Beyonce ~ If I were a boy
- Westlife ~ Us against the world
- Rascal Flatts ~ What hurts the most

Question: Places that you wish to go? (Please give seven answers)
- My bedroom
- Designer's Academy
- Egypt
- Home
- Home
- Home
- Home

Question: All-time favorite movies, dramas, or animes? (Please give eight answers)
- Bleach
- The four
- Naruto

Question: Items that you wish to obtain? (Please give nine answers)
- My driver's licence!!!
- A huge mansion
- A canggih car
- A brand new laptop
- Straight As in SPM
- Free first class Qatar Airways tickets to everywhere around the world
- A place at a college that offers the best Psychology course
- An invitation from Oprah to appear on her show and talk about psychology
- Girly stuff
(answer adopted =P )

Question: You want to pass this tag to? (Please give the names of 10 friends)
I hereby tag:
- Hsieh Zhen
- Kimiko
- Zhao Min
- Yun Yan
- Zhao Min
- Chaw Yeh
- Dino
- Xin Rou ( who still owes me 2 tags, plus this )
- Eugene
- This is real lame...

Gathering

On the 20th November, year 2008, the graduates of Keong Hoe primary had a gathering. XD Actually it was quite fun, despite having an attendence of only a mere number of 20 people, it was yet another unforgettable moment together since we split in the year 2004.

We had tomyam steamboat!!!

Tuck in people!!

The Three Musketeers

We also had card games. The boys had this game named "bluff" . And as usual, I had no idea how do play it. They were saying, can choose to bluff, can choose to not bluff. But how was I to know when to bluff or not?!? *blurness* But in the end, I won the last game!! XD YESSHHH!!!

Haha, see their faces? Full of bluff and suspician..

Memories..

Memories that brought us back to the past where we studied under the same roof, the same school. We learnt and played together. Not to forget the moments when we were punished together XD

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Time flies, and in just a blink of an eye, four years have passed since. People changed, WE changed. Yet those that were present today are the ones that were willing to keep the bond alive. The bond that was shared for years during our primary schooling. We've been there for each other, through thick and thin.

And who knows one day, that either one of us might be a billionaire?

Who knows, one might be a great scientist?

Who knows what will happen in years after today?

But no matter what, everyone enjoyed themselves today. We played like old times, talked like old times, joked like old times...








And as for me,

I'm just glad to be there for them once again..

Happy Moments

A toast to the end

Okay, the update for Young Enterprise 2008 Annual Showcase. Actually, I'm a little lazy to update the details, so I just copy paste what was written in the Star XD it's easier

Winning products: Lim Ai-Yin (left) and Chou Zhao Min from Penang Chinese Girls High School showing their team's award winning handmade products.

THE business world is a place where only the toughest survives and 26 Form Four students from Penang Chinese Girls High School (PCGHS) prove to their peers that they have got what it takes to make it in the business world by clinching the Young Enterprise (YE) Challenge Trophy.

They beat teams from 21 other secondary schools to take home the trophy for Best Managed YE Company this year at the 19th Young Enterprise Programme Achievers Showcase held at Universiti Sains Malaysia (USM) in Penang on Thursday.

With handicrafts, toys and bookmarks as their sale products, the girls worked from February to August to get everything together, literally starting from scratch.

Student Chou Zhao Min, 16, said they spent RM2,040.92 on raw materials and other expenses to make the handmade items.

“But we managed to cover our cost with a total revenue of RM7,485.40,” she said.

PCGHS’ RM5,444 profit margin was certainly good enough to beat St. Xavier’s Institution (SXI), Methodist Girls School and SMK Sacred Heart to second, third and fourth places respectively.

The best annual report achievement award went to SMK Dato’ Onn, followed by SMJK Chung Ling, SMJK Union and Penang Free School.

For best product achievement, SMJK Phor Tay was the winner with SMK Convent Green Lane the first runner-up while SMK Batu Maung and SMK Datuk Haji Abdul Kadir took the third and fourth placing respectively.

At the YE sales fair in Queensbay Mall, SXI had the best overall stall while SMK Dato’ Onn was best in customer service. SMK Convent Green Lane was best in teamwork, SMJK Phor Tay best in promotions while SM Teknik Tunku Abdul Rahman Putra had the best decorated stall.

Penang YE programme area chairman Yew Tian Tek, who is also Motorola Technology Sdn Bhd managing director, said the programme taught the students communication skills, teamwork, time management and how to run a business company successfully.

“These young achievers were not lectured by their YE advisors on how to run their company but were allowed to discover their own talents and learn from the challenges they met along the way, giving them invaluable and unforgettable lessons that will help them find success in life later,” he said in his speech.

More than 15,000 students had participated in the YE programme since it began in 1989 as a community education programme that inculcates the entrepreneur spirit in Form Four students.

Deputy Chief Minister II Dr P. Ramasamy, who represented Chief Minister Lim Guan Eng at the awards presentation ceremony in USM, congratulated the successful students.

“This programme certainly deserves continued support from the various industries and the Education Ministry,” said Dr Ramasamy, who is also state Economic Planning, Education, Human Resources and Science, Technology and Innovation Committee chairman.

The YE programme was organised and supported by the American-Malaysian Chamber of Commerce and the state Education Department’s co-curriculum unit.

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So that's about it. Today, we went to TGIF to celebrate our success. Almost all were present, including the teacher advisers and the Fed-Ex people. Everyone had the time of their lives. And note, it was because of the people that everyone was happy, not because of the food.. XD I shall not further elaborate on the ********** food lest they sue me. Besides, their service was quite good. XD friendly is the word!! We ate lots, and lots, till everybody was almost at the verge of bursting..(oh well, i guess not everybody, cause zm still had appetite to have fries at McD after that! After all that food!! )

Fed-Ex advisers were also present

Chaw Yeh's birthday is due in a few days time, so we celebrated with her beforehand. And yeah, she was asked to stand on the chair and sing "yue liang dai biao wo de xin" =P

The Simpsons!!

The Valence Code-ies

Hail! The blackies!!

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Well, I guess this will be the last of the Jivey-ians. Since they've already had their last say in YE a long time ago. This maybe the last gathering ever that we'll ever have for years to come. I'm glad every one have come a long way, and still enjoy each others' presence. It's been a long journey. Every one's worked so hard to achieve something beyond what they've hoped for. They have dared to hope for the best, and BEST did they come out in this year. Despite little quarrels that we all had during this year, we managed to pick ourselves up and look at the wider aspect, the main target. And despite all those misunderstandings that cooked up during the process, everyone remained united to the end, alas, conquering the MAIN HIGHLIGHT of the year

- THE OVERALL CHAMPIONS!!

A TOAST TO THE JIVEY-IANS!!! CHEERS!!!