Chong Wei went down. Many people are sad. Some are merely dissapointed. He did his best on the court. He tried to change his game, but Lin Dan was in tip-top condition. (they ACTUALLY call him super Dan) He made some beautiful shots, but then he made MORE mistakes in the court. But still, under that massive pressure and high expectations from the Malaysians, he managed be well composed and kept his cool. There was a really HUGE difference between Lin Dan and Chong Wei's game. Anyhow, it's all over. We clinched the silver medal. (Bronze was chen jin)
*still struck*
*speechless*
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Sunday, August 3, 2008
The Parting
I'm so disappointed that he doesn't seem to get it! Well then, it's his life, not mine. If he wants to waste it away, let it be. I can't control him or anything. I've given him my most sincere comments, but then, if he refuses to acknowledge it, may god be with him.
It's all excuses that people give in life. Excuses and excuses and excuses. Some people keep saying that they have nothing special in life. They have no talent in anything or what-so-ever. But then, so what? You're more lucky than any other people in this world. At least you're not crippled or anything. You're a perfect being that has much to offer in this life!
You don't have to be superman or the greatest artiste in this world to be useful. You don't have to have special powers to succeed in life.
Some people just wait until they have some kind of talent or anything.But then, by waiting and waiting and waiting, does that mean that you're going to get them?!? You're born with what you have. Make use of them. Don't go about giving some lame excuse about not having the talent or the cells to do something. You're here to do it, so do it. Slacking won't help yourself or other people. You'll be disappointing many people if you do so. Your parents, your team mates, you friends, you family members, everybody!
*sigh* I still hope the best for you, dear (that will be the last time I'm going to call you that)Whatever and which ever path you choose to go, I hope you're wise enough to make the right decision. And may god be with you.
It's all excuses that people give in life. Excuses and excuses and excuses. Some people keep saying that they have nothing special in life. They have no talent in anything or what-so-ever. But then, so what? You're more lucky than any other people in this world. At least you're not crippled or anything. You're a perfect being that has much to offer in this life!
You don't have to be superman or the greatest artiste in this world to be useful. You don't have to have special powers to succeed in life.
Some people just wait until they have some kind of talent or anything.But then, by waiting and waiting and waiting, does that mean that you're going to get them?!? You're born with what you have. Make use of them. Don't go about giving some lame excuse about not having the talent or the cells to do something. You're here to do it, so do it. Slacking won't help yourself or other people. You'll be disappointing many people if you do so. Your parents, your team mates, you friends, you family members, everybody!
*sigh* I still hope the best for you, dear (that will be the last time I'm going to call you that)Whatever and which ever path you choose to go, I hope you're wise enough to make the right decision. And may god be with you.
Love is in the air
I just finished "Thrill Ride" in one and a half hours!! I'm so god-damn happy for Parker and Megan!!I couldn't help giggling all the way through the whole story. Thing is, I'm still laughing now, while I write all about it!! It's amazing really, that how people can change their minds. How people can really put their whole trust in someone they love. And how they can overcome their fears for the trust of their beloved.
I'm so glad!! *weeps happily*
It's really a feeling you get when you're happy for someone else. (in this case though, it's for the character in the story.. XD) Still, a great feeling that rushes through you that makes you feel this world is still a beautiful place, no matter how many hardships there are to make your day look really bad. You feel secured that in this wide world, there are still people out there who really care for you, believe in you, and trust you, have faith in you, and above all, ....love you.
Still, some people might say that this is just a story, a fantasy made up by the author of the story. But then, seriously, I do believe that it really does happen. It's just a matter of really experiencing it and going through the process. If you haven't been through it, it doesn't mean that it can't happen in this world. Even if you haven't seen it, doesn't mean that it doesn't exist in this world. For all it may sound silly that working in a park during summer, having a long-distance relationship with your boyfriend, meeting the coolest guy in the park(which is interested in you), trying to survive your long-distance relationship while facing a guy which you are guilty of hanging out with, then being dumped by your boyfriend just because he could not suffer from the long-distance relationship, and then being afraid of roller-coasters from young, having to mope around all day because you broke up with your guy, then,lastly, having faith and trust in the coolest guy that you can face you fears of riding on the fastest roller-coaster and also to trust him that you and your relationship with him can really work out, although it might be again, another long-distance relationship.
Some people say that there's no long lasting love in this world. But then, who can be so sure that there isn't undying love? Whatever it is, most importantly, we cherish our loved ones while they are still there for us. They may leave us, that's not to be said however. Still, cherish every moment with them, making every moment a special one, and love them as you love yourself.
Thursday, July 31, 2008
when immortals become MORTALS
Have you ever imagined an immortal? Actually, an immortal in disguise as a mortal? Well, these people are those that really stand out in the crowd. No matter what shape and size they take, they still shine upon the others. They can be fat, ugly, beautiful, tall, anything in fact. More than often however, people look upon them as somebody different, someone more unique than the others that they usually befriend.
I've come across some of these so called "immortals". Well, one thing that fascinates me most is that these kind of people do not really "feel" emotionally. They do things after thought, in a very appropriate manner, they handle things more maturely for their age, they think beyond and out of the box, most of all, they see things in a different manner. They look at both sides of the coin, they consider that a cup is half full AND half empty, they see the good as well as the bad. Whereas some mortals just see things one-sided, or either choose to do so.
Another thing that fascinates me is that "immortals" know what they want in life. They know where their path is headed. They see the lane far beyond the imagination of the normal humankind. They are crystal clear of what they want to achieve and how to do so.
My topic : " when IMMORTALS become...mortal.." I've noticed over a distance of time, a particular person. A person that has somewhat changed my life in some way. That immortal showed me great confidence, great achievements, great dreams of the world tomorrow. That immortal painted a picture so real and genuine that one could actually feel life in that picture. That immortal showed me great passion, great leadership, great persistence, great things that can be made to come true no matter how hard it is. That immortal could change my thoughts with one delicate string of words mouthed with a soothing, beautiful voice. And that voice, i swear, could reach out to almost anybody in that crowd. That voice was trained to touch the soul of any mortal in the crowd. That voice WAS as pure and innocent as a baby dove, still, it reached out to the thousands of people, touched their hearts... and souls.
However, when the immortal becomes mortal..
The "once-immortal" starts to realize the pain that a mortal goes through. He starts to feel the pain and pressure that puts him out. He is breathless within seconds of anger, sadness and confusion. He was once innocent to the outside danger. But now, as naive as he is, he is vulnerable to all the things that he once did not believe in. He did not believe that a person could endure so much stress and pressure that it killed her. He did not believe that a person could fail in an examination. He did not believe that pizzas were made out of dough!! ( lolz, the last one is a joke, don't take it seriously..)
(Anyway..)
The "once-Immortal" now knows what it feels like to be betrayed by a loved one. The " once- Immortal" now feels the pain, anger and confusion when things go very wrong. Hurt runs through the soul of the innocent being, awakening the little mortal-self in him. Time passes on, and soon, the "immortal" finds himself a "mortal"...
A mortal that falls in love as easily as a normal being. A mortal that falls to the ground more easily when he encounters danger and confusion. A mortal that is weak and shaky as a leaf. A mortal that is no longer able to see both sides of the coin. A mortal that is blinded by the mist of confusion and deceit.. A mortal that lives only as a silhouette in the dark shadows, unseen, unable, and unfriendly.
Seems strange how a person changes when things no longer goes his way. Strange how fast a person can change in that spur of a moment where things happen in a flash. Looking back, all is but a blur. But still, that spur of moment changed that person.. That spur of a moment changed an IMMORTAL to a MORTAL...
I've come across some of these so called "immortals". Well, one thing that fascinates me most is that these kind of people do not really "feel" emotionally. They do things after thought, in a very appropriate manner, they handle things more maturely for their age, they think beyond and out of the box, most of all, they see things in a different manner. They look at both sides of the coin, they consider that a cup is half full AND half empty, they see the good as well as the bad. Whereas some mortals just see things one-sided, or either choose to do so.
Another thing that fascinates me is that "immortals" know what they want in life. They know where their path is headed. They see the lane far beyond the imagination of the normal humankind. They are crystal clear of what they want to achieve and how to do so.
My topic : " when IMMORTALS become...mortal.." I've noticed over a distance of time, a particular person. A person that has somewhat changed my life in some way. That immortal showed me great confidence, great achievements, great dreams of the world tomorrow. That immortal painted a picture so real and genuine that one could actually feel life in that picture. That immortal showed me great passion, great leadership, great persistence, great things that can be made to come true no matter how hard it is. That immortal could change my thoughts with one delicate string of words mouthed with a soothing, beautiful voice. And that voice, i swear, could reach out to almost anybody in that crowd. That voice was trained to touch the soul of any mortal in the crowd. That voice WAS as pure and innocent as a baby dove, still, it reached out to the thousands of people, touched their hearts... and souls.
However, when the immortal becomes mortal..
The "once-immortal" starts to realize the pain that a mortal goes through. He starts to feel the pain and pressure that puts him out. He is breathless within seconds of anger, sadness and confusion. He was once innocent to the outside danger. But now, as naive as he is, he is vulnerable to all the things that he once did not believe in. He did not believe that a person could endure so much stress and pressure that it killed her. He did not believe that a person could fail in an examination. He did not believe that pizzas were made out of dough!! ( lolz, the last one is a joke, don't take it seriously..)
(Anyway..)
The "once-Immortal" now knows what it feels like to be betrayed by a loved one. The " once- Immortal" now feels the pain, anger and confusion when things go very wrong. Hurt runs through the soul of the innocent being, awakening the little mortal-self in him. Time passes on, and soon, the "immortal" finds himself a "mortal"...
A mortal that falls in love as easily as a normal being. A mortal that falls to the ground more easily when he encounters danger and confusion. A mortal that is weak and shaky as a leaf. A mortal that is no longer able to see both sides of the coin. A mortal that is blinded by the mist of confusion and deceit.. A mortal that lives only as a silhouette in the dark shadows, unseen, unable, and unfriendly.
Seems strange how a person changes when things no longer goes his way. Strange how fast a person can change in that spur of a moment where things happen in a flash. Looking back, all is but a blur. But still, that spur of moment changed that person.. That spur of a moment changed an IMMORTAL to a MORTAL...
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
The things those FAKERS do..
You can go on and live on your dream of fantasy.
You can go on and think that you were born in this world to be recognized the moment you landed both your feet on this peaceful ground.
You can go on to create trouble and grieve in other people’s life.
Just let me tell you this, I do not give a d*mn on what you think about me.
I do not care even if you pretend not to notice my existence these few years.
I do not care in the least what is going on in your life.
So, don’t act as if you’re the greatest and that everyone should worship the ground you walk on.
You may think what you have done all these years could not be more wrong.
You may think you know every single thing,
You may say that no one knows me more than you do.
Whatever it is, I do not know it, neither do I have the interest to know it.
Whatever you do and think is out of my interest.
Why can’t you just take away that fake mask of yours?
Change for the better instead of ruining your own self.
You may think that all these achievements accumulated throughout these years may seem great, but deep inside have you ever wondered how much happiness were there in it?
It’s all a fake. It doesn’t come out from a sincere heart in whatever that you’ve done.
Behind that fake mask of yours is nothing but deceit, treachery, lies, forlorn hopes..
You’ve got nothing in your life.
I could forgive you for every mistake that hurt me.
I could ignore the fact that you tried to make my life miserable,
I could forget every misunderstanding that ever occurred between the two of us.
But however much effort on my side is put in, it’ll never change things if you never buck up.
You live in a dream that only exists to your own interest.
Wake up from your fake fantasy,
Breath the air we all breath in.
Live the life we live.
There’s nothing more special about you than it is about me.
Get up and stand on your own feet,
There’s much that you can do in life.
I’m so sick of it all these years.
So, for once and for all,
Just WAKE UP and stop being such a FAKE!!!
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
You'll make a fine one, dear!!
I thought it was easy
I thought it was simple
I thought I could get past through it
But in the end, I realised that I could not..
It seemed like yesterday,
I was bragging about it,
Then it hit me like a lightning bolt though,
when I finally came to my senses and realised it wasn't so simple after all.
It strucked me deeply,
I felt as if the whole world would come down.
It made me wonder,
if I had really made the right choice after all.
Now I'm hanging on the line,
doubtful whether this was what I wanted it to be.
Will it ever be ...
Will I ever succeed..
Whatever it is.
"okay"
"I'll do it!"
yes!! I can do this!!!
I really can make it!!
It's the only way..
loose or win is not That important anymore..
It seems almost unlikely it'll turn out perfectly..
But at least..there's something..
there's the fruit of my labour..
ANd i'm going to make it happen.
Yes i will.
Be it good, be it bad..
It'll be something I'm going to be REALLY proud of!!
"YES!!"
"Malaysia boleh, I pun boleh!!!"
I thought it was simple
I thought I could get past through it
But in the end, I realised that I could not..
It seemed like yesterday,
I was bragging about it,
Then it hit me like a lightning bolt though,
when I finally came to my senses and realised it wasn't so simple after all.
It strucked me deeply,
I felt as if the whole world would come down.
It made me wonder,
if I had really made the right choice after all.
Now I'm hanging on the line,
doubtful whether this was what I wanted it to be.
Will it ever be ...
Will I ever succeed..
Whatever it is.
"okay"
"I'll do it!"
yes!! I can do this!!!
I really can make it!!
It's the only way..
loose or win is not That important anymore..
It seems almost unlikely it'll turn out perfectly..
But at least..there's something..
there's the fruit of my labour..
ANd i'm going to make it happen.
Yes i will.
Be it good, be it bad..
It'll be something I'm going to be REALLY proud of!!
"YES!!"
"Malaysia boleh, I pun boleh!!!"
Saturday, May 24, 2008
Kata Lawan
Here's a toast to all students out there clever enough or else say, have the right humour to do this. I got this out of an e-mail by the way>>>
Murid : Selamat pagi, cikgu.
Cikgu : (Menengking) Mengapa selamat pagi sahaja? Petang dan malam awak doakan saya tak selamat?
Murid : Selamat pagi, petang dan malam cikgu!
Cikgu : Panjang sangat! Tak pernah dibuat oleh orang! Kata selamat sejahtera! Senang dan penuh bermakna.Lagipun ucapan ini meliputi semua masa dan keadaan.
Murid : Selamat sejahtera cikgu!
Cikgu : Sama-sama, duduk! Dengar sini baik-baik. Hari ini cikgu nak uji kamu semua tentang perkataan
berlawan. Bila cikgu sebutkan perkataannya, kamu semua mesti menjawab dengan cepat, lawan bagi
perkataan-perkataan itu, faham?
Murid : Faham, cikgu!
Cikgu : Saya tak mahu ada apa-apa gangguan.
Murid : (senyap)
Cikgu : Pandai!
Murid : Bodoh!
Cikgu : Tinggi!
Murid : Rendah!
Cikgu : Jauh!
Murid : Dekat!
Cikgu : Keadilan!
Murid : UMNO!
Cikgu : Salah!
Murid : Betul!
Cikgu : Bodoh!
Murid : Pandai!
Cikgu : Bukan!
Murid : Ya!
Cikgu : Oh Tuhan!
Murid : Oh Hamba!
Cikgu : Dengar ini!
Murid : Dengar itu!
Cikgu : Diam!
Murid : Bising!
Cikgu : Itu bukan pertanyaan, bodoh!
Murid : Ini ialah jawapan, pandai!
Cikgu : Mati aku!
Murid : Hidup kami!
Cikgu : Rotan baru tau!
Murid : Akar lama tak tau!
Cikgu : Malas aku ajar kamu!
Murid : Rajin kami belajar cikgu!
Cikgu : Kamu gila!
Murid : Kami siuman!
Cikgu : Cukup! Cukup!
Murid : Kurang! Kurang!
Cikgu : Sudah! Sudah!
Murid : Belum! Belum!
Cikgu : Mengapa kamu semua bodoh sangat?
Murid : Sebab saya seorang pandai!
Cikgu : Oh! Melawan!
Murid : Oh! Mengalah!
Cikgu : Kurang ajar!
Murid : Cukup ajar!
Cikgu : Habis aku!
Murid : Kekal kami!
Cikgu : O.K. Pelajaran sudah habis!
Murid : K.O. Pelajaran belum bermula!
Cikgu : Sudah, bodoh!
Murid : Belum, pandai!
Cikgu : Berdiri!
Murid : Duduk!
Cikgu : Saya kata UMNO salah!
Murid : Kami dengar KeADILan betul!
Cikgu : Bangang kamu ni!
Murid : Cerdik kami tu!
Cikgu : Rosak!
Murid : Baik!
Cikgu : Kamu semua ditahan tengah hari
ini!
Murid : Dilepaskan tengah malam itu!
Cikgu : (Senyap dan mengambil buku-bukunya keluar.)
Cikgu : (Menengking) Mengapa selamat pagi sahaja? Petang dan malam awak doakan saya tak selamat?
Murid : Selamat pagi, petang dan malam cikgu!
Cikgu : Panjang sangat! Tak pernah dibuat oleh orang! Kata selamat sejahtera! Senang dan penuh bermakna.Lagipun ucapan ini meliputi semua masa dan keadaan.
Murid : Selamat sejahtera cikgu!
Cikgu : Sama-sama, duduk! Dengar sini baik-baik. Hari ini cikgu nak uji kamu semua tentang perkataan
berlawan. Bila cikgu sebutkan perkataannya, kamu semua mesti menjawab dengan cepat, lawan bagi
perkataan-perkataan itu, faham?
Murid : Faham, cikgu!
Cikgu : Saya tak mahu ada apa-apa gangguan.
Murid : (senyap)
Cikgu : Pandai!
Murid : Bodoh!
Cikgu : Tinggi!
Murid : Rendah!
Cikgu : Jauh!
Murid : Dekat!
Cikgu : Keadilan!
Murid : UMNO!
Cikgu : Salah!
Murid : Betul!
Cikgu : Bodoh!
Murid : Pandai!
Cikgu : Bukan!
Murid : Ya!
Cikgu : Oh Tuhan!
Murid : Oh Hamba!
Cikgu : Dengar ini!
Murid : Dengar itu!
Cikgu : Diam!
Murid : Bising!
Cikgu : Itu bukan pertanyaan, bodoh!
Murid : Ini ialah jawapan, pandai!
Cikgu : Mati aku!
Murid : Hidup kami!
Cikgu : Rotan baru tau!
Murid : Akar lama tak tau!
Cikgu : Malas aku ajar kamu!
Murid : Rajin kami belajar cikgu!
Cikgu : Kamu gila!
Murid : Kami siuman!
Cikgu : Cukup! Cukup!
Murid : Kurang! Kurang!
Cikgu : Sudah! Sudah!
Murid : Belum! Belum!
Cikgu : Mengapa kamu semua bodoh sangat?
Murid : Sebab saya seorang pandai!
Cikgu : Oh! Melawan!
Murid : Oh! Mengalah!
Cikgu : Kurang ajar!
Murid : Cukup ajar!
Cikgu : Habis aku!
Murid : Kekal kami!
Cikgu : O.K. Pelajaran sudah habis!
Murid : K.O. Pelajaran belum bermula!
Cikgu : Sudah, bodoh!
Murid : Belum, pandai!
Cikgu : Berdiri!
Murid : Duduk!
Cikgu : Saya kata UMNO salah!
Murid : Kami dengar KeADILan betul!
Cikgu : Bangang kamu ni!
Murid : Cerdik kami tu!
Cikgu : Rosak!
Murid : Baik!
Cikgu : Kamu semua ditahan tengah hari
ini!
Murid : Dilepaskan tengah malam itu!
Cikgu : (Senyap dan mengambil buku-bukunya keluar.)
Friday, May 23, 2008
YIN'S THEORY
First, I have something important to say. It's about how some people are so sensitive when they are approached with questions or statements related to sex, or mildly saying....porn.
Ahh.The human mind is a fascinating thing. When someone is approached on a topic related to porn, their mind instantly jumps to the conclusion that one is talking about sex. This is unfortunately the product of our society conscience, which leads to the misunderstanding of the human mind over subjects or topics such as these.
Porn I would say is merely a ......( i dunno not know how to say.. =.=" )
pardon me, anyway, a person is not perfect. It would be excusable and understood,I presume,that one has to be forgiven for not understanding too much about porn.
But then looking closer into the human mind, you find people thinking in different ways, different perspectives, different angles..you find these people react differently. Of course, it all varies and depends, not excluding factors like family background, circle of friends, environment..etc..
Take for example, you see instant difference in PCGHS students and CGL students. PCGHS students mostly keep to their circle of friends. They hardly want to risk anything. Worst thing is they do not believe that they can make a difference in life.
But CGL students are different. You see them reacting to any situation. They are always alert and ready to response to "stimuli". Of course I would not dare to further comment on any other things, lest the two schools should team up and boy-cot me. WAHH, that time you'll have to save me..cz I wrote this post for the sake of you guys..
But seriously, people of the same age, same gender, same race and colour(I'm not a racist) can think, act and talk in different ways, most amazingly, its all because of the environment and the circle of friends, ain't it not?
Ahh..which you can see, ladies and gentlemen, it just proves another theory of mine. Which I proudly name it - YIN'S THEORY !!
Yes, leave any of your mindsets with me..or what you young people always say "the brain"...
Leave your mindsets with me if you feel like being updated on the YIN'S SECOND THEORY!! But don't give me a heart attack by leaving comments and telling me that my theory doesn't exist. (because it does and i can prove it to you if you would just log in to www.yin's theory.com)
It's all proven there. There's even a certificate issued by me, myself, on the existence on this spectacular, amazing and tremendously interesting theory of mine. So, till then, my young people..
p.s. okay, I admit it is crap, but then, i've nothing on my mind currently. See, its empty. I need oxygen!! Things have been so taxing lately..Arrghh, gonna break down!! It's a mental-case nut-case!! =.="
Ahh.The human mind is a fascinating thing. When someone is approached on a topic related to porn, their mind instantly jumps to the conclusion that one is talking about sex. This is unfortunately the product of our society conscience, which leads to the misunderstanding of the human mind over subjects or topics such as these.
Porn I would say is merely a ......( i dunno not know how to say.. =.=" )
pardon me, anyway, a person is not perfect. It would be excusable and understood,I presume,that one has to be forgiven for not understanding too much about porn.
But then looking closer into the human mind, you find people thinking in different ways, different perspectives, different angles..you find these people react differently. Of course, it all varies and depends, not excluding factors like family background, circle of friends, environment..etc..
Take for example, you see instant difference in PCGHS students and CGL students. PCGHS students mostly keep to their circle of friends. They hardly want to risk anything. Worst thing is they do not believe that they can make a difference in life.
But CGL students are different. You see them reacting to any situation. They are always alert and ready to response to "stimuli". Of course I would not dare to further comment on any other things, lest the two schools should team up and boy-cot me. WAHH, that time you'll have to save me..cz I wrote this post for the sake of you guys..
But seriously, people of the same age, same gender, same race and colour(I'm not a racist) can think, act and talk in different ways, most amazingly, its all because of the environment and the circle of friends, ain't it not?
Ahh..which you can see, ladies and gentlemen, it just proves another theory of mine. Which I proudly name it - YIN'S THEORY !!
Yes, leave any of your mindsets with me..or what you young people always say "the brain"...
Leave your mindsets with me if you feel like being updated on the YIN'S SECOND THEORY!! But don't give me a heart attack by leaving comments and telling me that my theory doesn't exist. (because it does and i can prove it to you if you would just log in to www.yin's theory.com)
It's all proven there. There's even a certificate issued by me, myself, on the existence on this spectacular, amazing and tremendously interesting theory of mine. So, till then, my young people..
p.s. okay, I admit it is crap, but then, i've nothing on my mind currently. See, its empty. I need oxygen!! Things have been so taxing lately..Arrghh, gonna break down!! It's a mental-case nut-case!! =.="
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Love has a hem to her garment that reaches to the very dust. It sweeps the stains from the streets and lanes, and because it can, it must. - Mother Teresa
To succeed in life, you need two things: ignorance and confidence. - Mark Twain
Talent is cheaper than table salt. What separates the talented individual from the successful one is a lot of hard work. - Stephen King
To succeed in life, you need two things: ignorance and confidence. - Mark Twain
Talent is cheaper than table salt. What separates the talented individual from the successful one is a lot of hard work. - Stephen King
Friday, May 16, 2008
Mixed Fruit *
lolz..exams are SO-NOT-FUN!!
waking up early..sleeping damn late...is this what life was supposed to be like?!?
why don't anyone stress on happy childhood anymore? lolz..okay..not childhood..teenagehood perhaps..
but then living on a hectic schedule for years, don't people tend to get bored? everything is in a mess and a bustle. There's hardly even time left ater piano lessons, art lessons, tons and tons of projects?? not to mention..HOMEWORK....i sooo dread homework. Especially chinese. English is just fine to me, why do we even need chinese. especially if your chinese is like..hmm..bad?!?
And of course, anyone who knows me knows that my chinese wouldn't stand a chance compared to a kindergartner..it like, so terrible..i could faint if you asked me to sit quitely and memorise chinese vocabs and all. It would be far too boring. Chinese, i wouldn't say is useless. but then, we should be given the option to choose what subjects to take in the exam. It's so unfair that anyone has to face something unwillingly.
As i Always say, nobody should be forced to do anything they dislike, least make any monumental contribution against their will. Somehow, we are forced to study certain "hateful" (it comes a lil' strong here) things. THe interest isn't simply there. Why not use that time to learn more new and interesting things, rather than waste time staring at a book or either staring into the face of boredom.
As for sejarah, i would refrain from critisizing the subject. I know some people may hate the subject. Facts and all to memorise.. But then coming to think of it, at least there is something solid for us to study.As long as you are willing to study, you'll surely score, and no doubt about that. At least it's not like CHINESE, totally indepictable.
Chinese may be a beautiful language, goodness knows. I do NOT want to know bout it.. But then, it never did occur to me that it was a favourable language. It is not in my grasp somehow, perhaps it will never be.. But let the passing time prove that. For now, it's all about living life to the fullest for me. Life has so much to give, if only we could appreciate every chance and opportunity. Some people do not really appreciate the beauty of life and what it has in store, not me though. Live is unpredictable, full of sound and fury. Colour your life with passion and vibrant colours. At the end of the day, or when rewinding memories of the past, U'll find yourself a very contented person. At least you have been there, done that. Its the process that counts. Even though you don't acheive the best and beat the best of the best, you're a winner yourself.As long as you have the courage to stand for what you want and what you think is right, you'll have enough to brag about the rest of your life.
Just that day, an innocent friend of mine wailed to me that she had not been able to concentrate on her studies and asked me to advise her. Then we came to a topic about life. I told her to cherish every moment in life. May it be good, may it be bad, it may be frightening at times, but then at least you have experienced it. You have done what you think is right. I then asked her if she was happy with her current life. She said so-so. I then reasoned to her that she was missing out a lot in life. She did not have anything to be proud of. She had only faint memories of the past to accompany her forever. It was really sad. REally sad to see that her parents brought her up only the find the child not appreciating the life that they gave to her. Were her parents effort to be wasted after so many years of nurturing their only child?? All their hopes on her would just vanish in a blink of the eye. These pitiful scenarios often happen in many families where the child does not appreciate life. I questioned her again, was it worth it that jz a few moments of lagging behind would completely destroy her life? Did she want the reminisce the past and find that she had acheived nothing in life? Would it be too late than to regret??
The answer is up to you to decide. If you chose what you think is right, be prepared to face the worst, or perhaps the best. Those blissful moments in the past may just be a pigment of imagination to one, to be cherished and thought of. But without the future, would there be anymore memories? Memories worth reminising?
So, never do complain if you find your life a bee nest. In fact, appreciate the thought that you have been gifted this very job. Put your best in it. REmember though, do it only if you are willing to do it. Things never turn up well if the effort is done unwillingly. Love and cherish every moment in your life. Unknowingly, you can make a difference.
waking up early..sleeping damn late...is this what life was supposed to be like?!?
why don't anyone stress on happy childhood anymore? lolz..okay..not childhood..teenagehood perhaps..
but then living on a hectic schedule for years, don't people tend to get bored? everything is in a mess and a bustle. There's hardly even time left ater piano lessons, art lessons, tons and tons of projects?? not to mention..HOMEWORK....i sooo dread homework. Especially chinese. English is just fine to me, why do we even need chinese. especially if your chinese is like..hmm..bad?!?
And of course, anyone who knows me knows that my chinese wouldn't stand a chance compared to a kindergartner..it like, so terrible..i could faint if you asked me to sit quitely and memorise chinese vocabs and all. It would be far too boring. Chinese, i wouldn't say is useless. but then, we should be given the option to choose what subjects to take in the exam. It's so unfair that anyone has to face something unwillingly.
As i Always say, nobody should be forced to do anything they dislike, least make any monumental contribution against their will. Somehow, we are forced to study certain "hateful" (it comes a lil' strong here) things. THe interest isn't simply there. Why not use that time to learn more new and interesting things, rather than waste time staring at a book or either staring into the face of boredom.
As for sejarah, i would refrain from critisizing the subject. I know some people may hate the subject. Facts and all to memorise.. But then coming to think of it, at least there is something solid for us to study.As long as you are willing to study, you'll surely score, and no doubt about that. At least it's not like CHINESE, totally indepictable.
Chinese may be a beautiful language, goodness knows. I do NOT want to know bout it.. But then, it never did occur to me that it was a favourable language. It is not in my grasp somehow, perhaps it will never be.. But let the passing time prove that. For now, it's all about living life to the fullest for me. Life has so much to give, if only we could appreciate every chance and opportunity. Some people do not really appreciate the beauty of life and what it has in store, not me though. Live is unpredictable, full of sound and fury. Colour your life with passion and vibrant colours. At the end of the day, or when rewinding memories of the past, U'll find yourself a very contented person. At least you have been there, done that. Its the process that counts. Even though you don't acheive the best and beat the best of the best, you're a winner yourself.As long as you have the courage to stand for what you want and what you think is right, you'll have enough to brag about the rest of your life.
Just that day, an innocent friend of mine wailed to me that she had not been able to concentrate on her studies and asked me to advise her. Then we came to a topic about life. I told her to cherish every moment in life. May it be good, may it be bad, it may be frightening at times, but then at least you have experienced it. You have done what you think is right. I then asked her if she was happy with her current life. She said so-so. I then reasoned to her that she was missing out a lot in life. She did not have anything to be proud of. She had only faint memories of the past to accompany her forever. It was really sad. REally sad to see that her parents brought her up only the find the child not appreciating the life that they gave to her. Were her parents effort to be wasted after so many years of nurturing their only child?? All their hopes on her would just vanish in a blink of the eye. These pitiful scenarios often happen in many families where the child does not appreciate life. I questioned her again, was it worth it that jz a few moments of lagging behind would completely destroy her life? Did she want the reminisce the past and find that she had acheived nothing in life? Would it be too late than to regret??
The answer is up to you to decide. If you chose what you think is right, be prepared to face the worst, or perhaps the best. Those blissful moments in the past may just be a pigment of imagination to one, to be cherished and thought of. But without the future, would there be anymore memories? Memories worth reminising?
So, never do complain if you find your life a bee nest. In fact, appreciate the thought that you have been gifted this very job. Put your best in it. REmember though, do it only if you are willing to do it. Things never turn up well if the effort is done unwillingly. Love and cherish every moment in your life. Unknowingly, you can make a difference.
Saturday, May 10, 2008
The TOughest Job
To my DEar MOm,...
The toughest job..
A CEO, a lawyer, or a broker,
Which job is harder, you may wonder
What about that of a mother?
Hands down, it's the toughest, no need to ponder
Morning sickness, back pain and weight gain
Nine months later, arrghhh...it's labour pain.
Baby crying, night feeds and three hours of sleep
You would be cranky too, if not weep.
The toughest job that you have procured
Would you do it again? "Oh, but for sure!"
" I love you mom" is music to the ears
"Well done, great job" that is very clear
A toast to you, mom
A toast to all the sacrifices that you have made
You're the greatest, enough said
Happy Mothers' Day, mom!!
yin
Friday, May 9, 2008
I PASSED!!!
I passed my theory exam!!
I PASSED!!! PASSED!!!
to tell you the truth..i sort of expected it * grins* hehe...seriously
although i din't pass whenever i was doing the mock test..somehow i knew it..
haha.. congratulate me pls...i PASSED!!!
lolz..i'm supposed to be studying now. but then..important things have to come first rite?
anyway, jz wanted to share tht i passed my theory exam!!!!
I PASSED!!! PASSED!!!
to tell you the truth..i sort of expected it * grins* hehe...seriously
although i din't pass whenever i was doing the mock test..somehow i knew it..
haha.. congratulate me pls...i PASSED!!!
lolz..i'm supposed to be studying now. but then..important things have to come first rite?
anyway, jz wanted to share tht i passed my theory exam!!!!
Friday, May 2, 2008
Where were you?
It seems so strange that they all meant so much less to you,
those beautiful moments that we shared.
It is sad to think that everytime you held me close,
deep down inside you never really cared.
I believed in every single word you said,
I believed in every promise you made-
I know now they were merely lies you were telling me,
but they're lies that i'm really going to miss.
I tell my friends I've already gotten over it,
but I never let them see that I'm in pain.
Like I never let you see me neaar your house at night,
standing waiting in the pouriong rain...
Even now I hope that you'll know all decisions made were wrong,
And that you never meant what you have said.
Those words of goodbye were never real,
And maybe tomorrow you will change your mind.
Sometimes I hate you for the things that u've done,
but the hatred never seems to last.
My present and future are so empty now,
Because my heart is still living in the past.
Stop killing me off happiness,
Fill me with emptiness.
Stop burning me everyday,
cause it hurts in everyway.
It's nothing special nor mysterious,
It's nothing really serious.
It just breaks your heart apart,
And make the burning tearsdrops start....
those beautiful moments that we shared.
It is sad to think that everytime you held me close,
deep down inside you never really cared.
I believed in every single word you said,
I believed in every promise you made-
I know now they were merely lies you were telling me,
but they're lies that i'm really going to miss.
I tell my friends I've already gotten over it,
but I never let them see that I'm in pain.
Like I never let you see me neaar your house at night,
standing waiting in the pouriong rain...
Even now I hope that you'll know all decisions made were wrong,
And that you never meant what you have said.
Those words of goodbye were never real,
And maybe tomorrow you will change your mind.
Sometimes I hate you for the things that u've done,
but the hatred never seems to last.
My present and future are so empty now,
Because my heart is still living in the past.
Stop killing me off happiness,
Fill me with emptiness.
Stop burning me everyday,
cause it hurts in everyway.
It's nothing special nor mysterious,
It's nothing really serious.
It just breaks your heart apart,
And make the burning tearsdrops start....
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