If old age is still not giving me away, I recall having to propose the liquidation of the company. RIGHT??? (yes, sayszm, cy, hz, sy, chris, xr, haha and almost everybody back there...)
and still, struggling with the annual report may not be the last thing I'll be working on for this EX-company. Lets just say, waking up at 7.00am ON A HOLIDAY MORNING is just getting too much out of hand. I thought i mentioned about NO MORE after the best product ?? Well, I guess I just love you little barnacles too much. XD
I just can't believe I let you guys persuade me to DO THIS!! I mean, it's the last straw really..I MEANT IT.. =.= I just have to suppose that's what friends are for . haha, and with that, I'd like to dedicate a HUGE hug to all ex-YE members who have gone through thick and thin with me. There were times where a friend was most needed beside, you guys were almostalways there for me. And even though, no doubt, there were more than few misunderstandings between us, we all managed to pull through and make this year a meaningful and succesful one. Thanks little barnacles..
Or, just maybe you're to shy to give me a goodbye hug. Just maybe..
So, i got to go balik kampung already. See ya next time people!
Reflection: don't mind her, people. Happy Hols. !!!
woohoo~ it's gonna prick your butt with the trident in it's hand if you're not careful enough..you may be brought to hell too you know!!..
And yet again, instead of waiting for the demon to drag you down into Hade's land. Some would rather choose to go on their own way there. Perhaps they're stubborn and would rather like to go there on their own cost..or something..
I read in a post, that smoking is rather a habit, not an addiction, as so often said by many people. Of course, I had to believe it. The blogger mentioned that HIS friend smoked. And when he met the girl of his dreams, they patched up.
The thing is, when they kissed. The girl remarked something like this. " I don't want to kiss an ashtray.."
And guess what? Since that day, the guy NEVER smoked again. Not for social purposes or anything. He was able to kick that habit for the one he loved. I mean, it's not really addiction if you look at it closely. It's only "addiction" if you think and believe that it is addiction, which is not. Perhaps its just that you've never found something or someone worth kicking that bad habit for.
Monday, September 22, 2008
I can't believe he's doing this to hurt me =.= cheapskate ~ =/
01. What have you been doing recently?
Training the juniors for their drum performance, YE AGM, joy’s presentation, Drumz Farewell.
02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Nah, never. What’s the point of it off anyway?
03. What happened at 10.00am today?
nothing special on the streets.
04. When did you last cry?
Yesterday on the bus.
05. Believe in fate/destiny?
I’m too lazy for that!
06. What do you want in your life right now?
A break.
07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
I sit in the car.=)
08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
MY BEAR!!!
09. What bottom are you wearing now?
ahh!! Getting personal huh!!*geez*
10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
I love you
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
Yep, somehow it just happens I think. After all, it’s part and parcel of an artistic life.
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
No.
13. What was the last movie you caught?
An elephant’s mind.( they’re forgetful btw..like me)
14. What are you proud of?
correction :What WERE you proud of?
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
something about matchsticks
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
擦肩而過
17.Do you have any nicknames?
-
18. What does your last received text message say?
"Do not bring any illegal stuff to school cz got ppl report S4B..”
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
12.06am.
20. Are you currently happy?
Perhaps.
21. Who gives you best advice?
Yet to find.
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
No.
23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
Xin tze.
24. Is anything bugging you right now?
Yes, lots of things.
25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
Can’t remember.
26. Do you wear toe socks?
No. But they’re cute though.
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
Xin tze
28. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yeah, when john was talking to his father.
29. What annoys you most in a person?
It varies. Everybody has weaknesses.
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
What would you like to hear? A “yes” or a “no”?
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
yeeshh. Hell no!!
32. What is the colour of your room?
white.
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
no.But maybe for the world..hmm..it’s worth a thoughtXD
34. Do you believe in the saying of :"talk is cheap?
What do you mean by that?!?When is talk cheap? I do know that words are powerful, but talk is cheap??o.O
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
me.
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
uhh.recalling...
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
err.. sensored for little kids.
38. Do you have a life?
I did.
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't die?
No, but I have imagined that someone didn’t die when they already have.
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
Nothing in particular.
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
my memory’s weak.
42. Last time you smiled?
1 hour ago?
43. Have you changed this year?
I hope not.
44. What are you listening right now?
The sound of the fan turning round and round. Which reminds me of Justin Timberlake’s song.
45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
Kim Khyi.
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
I don’t bang into people if that’s what you mean. Ahh, but I do remember a certain girl by the name“YEH YEH”who somehow managed to bang into me in the canteen. Whether intentionally or not I cn’t say. Maybe she had her eye’s closed?
47. Is there a quote you live by?
No.
48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
No.
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
Piano and drum. Well, I had guitar before, but that was ahh..forgotten?
50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
Making the juniors do quacking styles for their performance. But hey, it’s a sort of art you know!!
51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
chatting, preparation for the presentation.
52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
Yep, but apart from my father who’s away in China, I love my family perfectly.
53. What song best describe your love life?
erm, -.
54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
Yes I think.
55. Who always make you laugh?
Everybody I love.
56. Do you speak other language other than English?
Chinese, BM, Indian, Japanese, Hokkien ( I suck at all though)XD
57. favourite website(s)?
ai-yin’s blog.
58. What's your middle name?
ai.
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
badminton session, art class.
60. What do you think you are like?
A girl who does what she thinks has to be done, and doesn’t do it if she’s simply not interested.
61. Who will you choose to die with?
Nobody, why would I want anyone to die with me??!
62. Where have you been today?
school.
63. What game do you play often?
Not now, before it was maple.
64. Who are you missing right now?
It’s a secret.=)
65. If you have to choose between friend n loves, who will you choose?
Can’t I have both? Please?
66. What are you doing right now?
Working very hard on this!
67. Which primary school are you from?
SRJK(c)Keong Hoe.
68. Name 3 colours that you like?
White, Blue, Green.
69. What emotion you like to show?
=)
70. What is your life to you?
I have NO IDEA.
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
hesitate before solving it.
72. Who did you last chat with in msn today?
Kim Khyi.
73. Who do you admire most?
Too many.
74. Which month are you born in?
February.
75. How are you feeling right now?
No particular feeling. Not excited, nor down.
76. What is the time now?'
4.10pm.
77. what kind of person do u think the one who tagged u is?
wow, I think many ppl tagged me.
78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
it's natural.
79. Why are you doing this test?
I was bored.
80. What do you do when you're moody?
I sulk in the worst way. And then everyone’s going to shy away.
81. At which age you wish to get married?
It’s too far, don’t you think? When the right time comes don’t you think?
82.Who is more important to you? boyfriend or friends?
They’re all friends aren’t they?
83. If today is the last day of your life, what will YOU DO?
maybe have fun for the last time I guess.
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
The people I love.
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
Yes.
86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
Everyone to be as happy as always. No war, no fights, no racism, no nothing.=]
87. What is your goal for this year?
Enjoy everything I do, and do not regret my decisions, even if they do turn out bad in the end.
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
I hope there is though. But I do not deny the fact.
89. What feeling do you love most?
happiness.
90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
Yes. It’s a fact to me.
91.What feeling you hate the most?
Uncertainity in oneself.
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yes, each and every.
93. Do you believe in God?
Erm… can I skip this question?
94. Who cares for you most?
lolz.. Ask others.
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Life.
96. What will you bring when you fight?
Decent people don’t fight. Unlike zm, who would rather use the gun becz it’s faster than a dagger!!XD( she seems eager to get rid of the enemy. )
97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
nothing.
98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
happy?
99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
dump him/her,i suppose.
100.HOW DO U FEEL NOW?
still no feelings. Same old, not happy nor sad. Relieved for finishing 100 questions?I can’t say that.
Another "boring" and "torturing" day at YE. *YES I'm COMPLAINING!! haha.First the bookmarks..then the decorations..NOW THE DRAWINGS!!! It's the last straw you innocent little barnacles!! You guys are killing me with all this!! After all this, NO MORE!! wakaka~ (I'll be free!!!) *
reflection says, "okay, enough sarcasm there, ai-yin..get on with the blogging!! " Ai-Yin says, " okay - okay !! I was just fooling around... =.= "
So, there's the poor girl working. First, the sketches:
Then, the design..
Jia Mein complaining..
"Har, can i not do anymore arr? Sienz leh.. pls help me.. =("
SO, the kind and helpful Ai-Yin gets down to work AGAIN. Helping poor Jia Mein.
(Reflection says:" pity poor ai-yin, she's gone through so much. ")
Ahh..Ai-yin went through hard times then..
(Reflection says:" ahh, Yes, hard times it was..I remember a time when she was so tired doing all these stuff that she...") Ai-Yin says," SHUT UP REFLECTION!! I'M TRYING TO BLOG HERE!!
After hours and months and years of hard work, strong and sturdy ai-yin made it through yet again!!
Here are the designs( not complete though) :
* will update more on the pictures taken ..with reflection and a few VERY DISTURBING members of the OH-SO HIGH AND MIGHTY YE members XD
This is the second day of our Formula One competition.. It was SOOOO fun..and so tiring. Many things happened. But I'll only mention a few. XD
First, there was this judge. He was the one from the previous day where he judged our presentation. He came over to our booth. And naturally I went over to chat with him. Then, when I looked properly, I suddenly noticed that this was someone that I've seen before. He certainly looked familiar to me. Then I blurted out, " OH, I REMEMBER YOU!!!" *whoops*
He smiled back and said," I certainly do remember you". *HAHA* Anyway, he's voice jogged back some memory into me ( I have very poor memory), and I knew then that this was the judge from yesterday's competition. So i said, "OH, YOU'RE THE JUDGE!!!" He kindly smiled back.
-the conversation stopped-
so I said, "how do you find our booth? " He said it looked simple. My friend LIM TZE BEY could not resist the temptation to add a few words: " simple and nice right?" *hehe* He said it had something to do with our color scheme that made our booth look more simple comparatively. So, I then explained to him that it was because of our concept of the falcon's wing that we had to choose these colors.
Next, I asked him about our performance yesterday and what he thought about it. He said , " ah, you girls were among the best!!" Praise the lord.haha. Everyone was in high spirits after that ( for a short while though) We grinned like a bunch of crazy kids.
That was about it, then he said thank you and walked off. A few pictures taken during our preparation there:
Which reminds me of another incident. * all smiles* (xin rou you got to read this. I wrote this specially on your behalf. XD )
We met Xin Rou's MALE friends. Ahh..it was a pleasure to meet them. At least it was xin rou's pleasure to meet them....again. She was so pleased to see her boyfriends that she kept "visiting" her friend's booth. Of course, we teased her about it. But we're cool about it.hey, if you want to go for it, then go girl!! Woohoo.. XD
Ahh, of course we caught her lingering around the guys quite a few times. We managed to get some photoes as LIVING PROVE . And woohoo, here it is if you scroll up. You would see a photo with 1 guy and 2 girls. =]
But that was about it, for the few interesting parts. =)
(aiyin, ___) walk to the front and introduce yourself to the judges.
(tzebey,___) set up
Aiyin (tzebey in charge comp-slides 1 2 3 ) : (slide1 don’t point to the slide, just start) Good morning, we’re from Penang Chinese Girls’ High School, and our team name is Valence Code. (slide2, turn and back, let them focus on the logo) This is our logo. It comprises of two concepts that we use in the designing of the car. They are the falcon’s wing and the teardrop shape. The falcon’s wing represents speed and the teardrop shape is being applied for its wonderful streamlined shape. The colour scheme of our project is grey, silver, black and brown. Now, let me introduce my team members and the role they play. (slide 3) First of all, I, as the team leader have the responsibility to plan and ensure that the whole project runs smoothly. I am also the designing engineer of Valence Code and is in charge of all the designs, which include the design of our logo, t-shirt, car and templates. Next, (point) this is the graphic designer of our team. She is in charge of all matters concerning the use of computers to design, such as the design of our portfolio, flyers and name cards. (point) she is our manufacturing Engineer. She does all the finishing touches for the car. She also does the analysis report and is in charge of virtual wind tunnel test. (point) This is our Resource Manager. She is in charge of our sponsorships and researches for our project. Now, she will be giving a brief presentation on the researches of our project. (hands out , point ah rou rou)
Xinrou (aiyin takeover) : I am chong xin rou, the resource manager of our team, Valence Code. I will be giving a presentation on the researches done. (slide 4)Let me introduce to you the theory we use in the designing of our car, that is AEROdynamics. First of all, what is aerodynamics? Aerodynamics is a branch of dynamics concerned with the study of the motion of air. One of the main characteristics of our theory , aerodynamics is the streamline shape. Take a look at the picture behind me, (point) this is an example of a streamline shape car. Streamline shape enables a better airflow. It causes less friction between the air and the object when they come into contact, which then brings us to the next point that I am going to present, reducing drag. This means that, with streamline shape, we are able to reduce the drag of our car. The drag of an object varies according to different shapes. A sphere object creates medium drag when it comes in contact with the flowing air. Whereas objects with square edges create maximum drag. However, objects shaped like airfoils are able to create minimum drag. This is because they apply the theory of aerodynamics, which enables easier airflow and less drag. Very good examples of these objects are the aptera motors and the loremo. They are cars that apply aerodynamics in the designing of the car. Besides this, the theory aerodynamics also enables an uplift force to be created. Please allow my team’s graphic designer to talk about the concept we use.
HsiehZhen : I’m H’ng Hsieh Zhen, the graphic designer of our team After researching, we decided to use falcon’s wing or peregrine’s wing and the tear drop shape as our concept.. Before I further elaborate on the falcon’s wing as one of our concepts, let us just take a brief peek of the stupid lame joke that we made. Anyway, let us get back to our topic. Falcon’s wing compromises with the streamline shape that my teammate has presented earlier. Take a look at the wings of the falcon, it has a beautiful streamline shape that enables it to fly fast. And do you know that the falcon is a speed record holder, it is widely known as the fastest animal on earth. And that is why we choose to use the falcon’s wing as our concept in the designing of our car. We are truly inspired by the falcon’s wing to create a fastest car that is compatible with any other car present. Next, let us look at the teardrop shape, it is a very cute little teardrop that you see here and don’t get me wrong, one teardrop can mean Everything, as it does for our car. The tear drop shape enables easier air flow because of it’s streamline shape. And also because of the streamline shape, it is able to reduce the drag caused. As soon as we have decided on our concept for the project of designing our car, we then came out with sketches of the car. ……
Tzebey: I’m Lim Tze Bey, the manufacturing engineer of our team. I’m very serious. After the designing of our car by our designing engineer, we analysed our car on a pragramme called Phoenix. The main aim of analyzing our car was to find out how fast our car was, and the drag of our car. After a few changes and improvements on designs of our car, we decided to stick to one final design. Behind me is the analysis report from the programme on our first car. First of all, let us look at the analysis report on the pressure of our car. According to the report, as we can see, a higher pressure can be found on the top surface of the previous design of our car, which can be seen clearly in orange colour. We predicted that this was because these parts are exposed to the incoming airflow. Which in turn, made us realize that we had to change our car design. So we made a few improvements on our car design, and here it is, the final analysis report of our present car.
………………………… Next, let us take a look at the analysis report of the velocity of our first car. According to the report, our car can be seen in mainly green colour. This shows that our car has an average velocity. And then, when a second report on our final car was released, we found out that the velocity had increased. ………………..After we had finalized the design, we started on the manufacturing of our car. First of all, we went to PenangFreeSchool to learn how to operate the machine to manufacture our car. We chose 3 suitable balsa woods for our car and then placed the balsa wood in the machine. Then, the machine did the rest of the work for us. Still, we had to manually operate the machine at times. After that, we sandpapered our car, and then airbrush-painted our car with the help of some professionals. Later on, we attached the bearings onto our car. And with that, our car is officially done!!
She hates you for taking everything lightly. She hates you for taking her for granted everytime she was there for you. She hates you for asking for commitment when you can't even give in a little part of yourself. She hates you for loving her even though you knew it was wrong. She hates you for leaving her hanging on the line. She hates you for making her cling onto every single word you said. She hates you for being selfish. She hates you because you don't have enough courage to face this. She hates you for manipulating with her feelings. She hates you for telling her things you never meant. She hates you for making her day worse. She hates you for making her smile. She hates you because you're not all the man you could be. She hates you because you wouldn't take the initiative. She hates you for going in and out of her life whenever you feel like it. She hates everything about you.
*****
It's strange sometimes how a person can mean so much to her, yet mean so little when it comes to certain things. If you ever meet a girl like her, shake her hard, shake her tough. Make her realize that it's all part of her mistake in life. She's clearly loosing her mind over someone who's not worth it but who seems to be everything to her.
Down The Race Track, We Never Lay Back. Being on the go, speedy, up and ever ready is what we all portray. Set on the racy roads where the need for speed is the ultimate, we're all geared up and it's a one way route to the finish line. Oozing with tremendous torpedeous strength and beauty of motion, we provide a ride that blows your hats off. And never ever again will you say... 'Are we there yet?'
Chong Wei went down. Many people are sad. Some are merely dissapointed. He did his best on the court. He tried to change his game, but Lin Dan was in tip-top condition. (they ACTUALLY call him super Dan) He made some beautiful shots, but then he made MORE mistakes in the court. But still, under that massive pressure and high expectations from the Malaysians, he managed be well composed and kept his cool. There was a really HUGE difference between Lin Dan and Chong Wei's game. Anyhow, it's all over. We clinched the silver medal. (Bronze was chen jin)
I'm so disappointed that he doesn't seem to get it! Well then, it's his life, not mine. If he wants to waste it away, let it be. I can't control him or anything. I've given him my most sincere comments, but then, if he refuses to acknowledge it, may god be with him.
It's all excuses that people give in life. Excuses and excuses and excuses. Some people keep saying that they have nothing special in life. They have no talent in anything or what-so-ever. But then, so what? You're more lucky than any other people in this world. At least you're not crippled or anything. You're a perfect being that has much to offer in this life!
You don't have to be superman or the greatest artiste in this world to be useful. You don't have to have special powers to succeed in life.
Some people just wait until they have some kind of talent or anything.But then, by waiting and waiting and waiting, does that mean that you're going to get them?!? You're born with what you have. Make use of them. Don't go about giving some lame excuse about not having the talent or the cells to do something. You're here to do it, so do it. Slacking won't help yourself or other people. You'll be disappointing many people if you do so. Your parents, your team mates, you friends, you family members, everybody!
*sigh* I still hope the best for you, dear (that will be the last time I'm going to call you that)Whatever and which ever path you choose to go, I hope you're wise enough to make the right decision. And may god be with you.
I just finished "Thrill Ride" in one and a half hours!! I'm so god-damn happy for Parker and Megan!!
I couldn't help giggling all the way through the whole story. Thing is, I'm still laughing now, while I write all about it!! It's amazing really, that how people can change their minds. How people can really put their whole trust in someone they love. And how they can overcome their fears for the trust of their beloved.
I'm so glad!! *weeps happily*
It's really a feeling you get when you're happy for someone else. (in this case though, it's for the character in the story.. XD) Still, a great feeling that rushes through you that makes you feel this world is still a beautiful place, no matter how many hardships there are to make your day look really bad. You feel secured that in this wide world, there are still people out there who really care for you, believe in you, and trust you, have faith in you, and above all, ....love you.
Still, some people might say that this is just a story, a fantasy made up by the author of the story. But then, seriously, I do believe that it really does happen. It's just a matter of really experiencing it and going through the process. If you haven't been through it, it doesn't mean that it can't happen in this world. Even if you haven't seen it, doesn't mean that it doesn't exist in this world. For all it may sound silly that working in a park during summer, having a long-distance relationship with your boyfriend, meeting the coolest guy in the park(which is interested in you), trying to survive your long-distance relationship while facing a guy which you are guilty of hanging out with, then being dumped by your boyfriend just because he could not suffer from the long-distance relationship, and then being afraid of roller-coasters from young, having to mope around all day because you broke up with your guy, then,lastly, having faith and trust in the coolest guy that you can face you fears of riding on the fastest roller-coaster and also to trust him that you and your relationship with him can really work out, although it might be again, another long-distance relationship.
Some people say that there's no long lasting love in this world. But then, who can be so sure that there isn't undying love? Whatever it is, most importantly, we cherish our loved ones while they are still there for us. They may leave us, that's not to be said however. Still, cherish every moment with them, making every moment a special one, and love them as you love yourself.
Have you ever imagined an immortal? Actually, an immortal in disguise as a mortal? Well, these people are those that really stand out in the crowd. No matter what shape and size they take, they still shine upon the others. They can be fat, ugly, beautiful, tall, anything in fact. More than often however, people look upon them as somebody different, someone more unique than the others that they usually befriend.
I've come across some of these so called "immortals". Well, one thing that fascinates me most is that these kind of people do not really "feel" emotionally. They do things after thought, in a very appropriate manner, they handle things more maturely for their age, they think beyond and out of the box, most of all, they see things in a different manner. They look at both sides of the coin, they consider that a cup is half full AND half empty, they see the good as well as the bad. Whereas some mortals just see things one-sided, or either choose to do so.
Another thing that fascinates me is that "immortals" know what they want in life. They know where their path is headed. They see the lane far beyond the imagination of the normal humankind. They are crystal clear of what they want to achieve and how to do so.
My topic : " when IMMORTALS become...mortal.." I've noticed over a distance of time, a particular person. A person that has somewhat changed my life in some way. That immortal showed me great confidence, great achievements, great dreams of the world tomorrow. That immortal painted a picture so real and genuine that one could actually feel life in that picture. That immortal showed me great passion, great leadership, great persistence, great things that can be made to come true no matter how hard it is. That immortal could change my thoughts with one delicate string of words mouthed with a soothing, beautiful voice. And that voice, i swear, could reach out to almost anybody in that crowd. That voice was trained to touch the soul of any mortal in the crowd. That voice WAS as pure and innocent as a baby dove, still, it reached out to the thousands of people, touched their hearts... and souls.
However, when the immortal becomes mortal..
The "once-immortal" starts to realize the pain that a mortal goes through. He starts to feel the pain and pressure that puts him out. He is breathless within seconds of anger, sadness and confusion. He was once innocent to the outside danger. But now, as naive as he is, he is vulnerable to all the things that he once did not believe in. He did not believe that a person could endure so much stress and pressure that it killed her. He did not believe that a person could fail in an examination. He did not believe that pizzas were made out of dough!! ( lolz, the last one is a joke, don't take it seriously..)
(Anyway..)
The "once-Immortal" now knows what it feels like to be betrayed by a loved one. The " once- Immortal" now feels the pain, anger and confusion when things go very wrong. Hurt runs through the soul of the innocent being, awakening the little mortal-self in him. Time passes on, and soon, the "immortal" finds himself a "mortal"...
A mortal that falls in love as easily as a normal being. A mortal that falls to the ground more easily when he encounters danger and confusion. A mortal that is weak and shaky as a leaf. A mortal that is no longer able to see both sides of the coin. A mortal that is blinded by the mist of confusion and deceit.. A mortal that lives only as a silhouette in the dark shadows, unseen, unable, and unfriendly.
Seems strange how a person changes when things no longer goes his way. Strange how fast a person can change in that spur of a moment where things happen in a flash. Looking back, all is but a blur. But still, that spur of moment changed that person.. That spur of a moment changed an IMMORTAL to a MORTAL...
You can go on and think that you were born in this world to be recognized the moment you landed both your feet on this peaceful ground.
You can go on to create trouble and grieve in other people’s life.
Just let me tell you this, I do not give a d*mn on what you think about me.
I do not care even if you pretend not to notice my existence these few years.
I do not care in the least what is going on in your life.
So, don’t act as if you’re the greatest and that everyone should worship the ground you walk on.
You may think what you have done all these years could not be more wrong.
You may think you know every single thing,
You may say that no one knows me more than you do.
Whatever it is, I do not know it, neither do I have the interest to know it.
Whatever you do and think is out of my interest.
Why can’t you just take away that fake mask of yours?
Change for the better instead of ruining your own self.
You may think that all these achievements accumulated throughout these years may seem great, but deep inside have you ever wondered how much happiness were there in it?
It’s all a fake. It doesn’t come out from a sincere heart in whatever that you’ve done.
Behind that fake mask of yours is nothing but deceit, treachery, lies, forlorn hopes..
You’ve got nothing in your life.
I could forgive you for every mistake that hurt me.
I could ignore the fact that you tried to make my life miserable,
I could forget every misunderstanding that ever occurred between the two of us.
But however much effort on my side is put in, it’ll never change things if you never buck up.
You live in a dream that only exists to your own interest.
Wake up from your fake fantasy,
Breath the air we all breath in.
Live the life we live.
There’s nothing more special about you than it is about me.
Or, just maybe you're to shy to give me a goodbye hug. Just maybe..
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I just finished "Thrill Ride" in one and a half hours!! I'm so god-damn happy for Parker and Megan!!
