Battle of the hearts

To be forgotten and forgiven forever,
Those feelings lie deep in the depths of one's heart.
Though it might seem as easy on the outside,
It's the inner part that really matters.

Never being able to let go was one problem,
Never being able to know was another thing.
Time passed by, and we all grew up,
Under the same sunshine we grew, all sorts of obstacles laid up.
Obstacles that took many one's breath away - strike!
Obstacles that killed many a soul on one unfateful night...

On this unfateful night, a girl learnt how to grow up
A girl knew what it is to let it go free,
A girl learnt the values of the morality,
Not just the surface of the morals in fairy tales,
But the moral within the moral of the story which tells.

She thought it would be like a stroke of the wand,
Commanding herself to her utmost will.
Free as a bird to control her life, her feelings.
Though as emotions run wild, things started changing,
Thus finding a lonesome girl, in the ruins of her own actions. Oh, such misery

Through these 5 months worth less than a dime,
5 months my dears is not a short time.
Life's brief candle, in a short while,
Her grandchildren'll be out of school!!

Take a crap honeypies,
Cause this stories gonna run wild,
As free as nature's child,
As far as it could ever take her to be.

She's learnt lots,
Pitching sugar and honey pots.
Wake up my friends!! It's half-past-ten!!
For the lonesome girl has earned her freedom, she'll be a fine man!

Tagged

Instructions: Complete the tag below. Tag 10 people. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged.

1.The last person to tag you is?
Kimko
2.Your relationship with him/her?
Friend
3.Your 5 impression towards him/her?
Carefree, thoughtful, great imagination, sociable, loves purple? ^^
4. The most memorable thing that he/she has ever done for you?
Told me that everything's gonna be fine
5. The most memorable words that he/she has say to you?
Aiya!
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will...
I'm straight
7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...
Not likely to happen
8. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on...
=.=
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is...
She killed my bear
10. The most desirable things to do for him/her is...
Make her happy?
11. Overall impression towards him/her is...
A friend in need is a friend indeed
12. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
Weird? Fun?
13. The character for you for yourself is?
*not understanding the question?!?#@
14. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
laziness
15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
A person who enjoys every moment of her life
16. For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them.
Thanks for being there XD love you too.. haha
17. Bra or panties?
In what sense??
18. Chocolate or ice-cream?
Both
19. 10 people to tag.
1-Patricia
2-Adeline
3-Yun Yan
4-Deidre
5-Xin rou
6-Myra
7-Ripalo
8-Dino
9-Keat Yang
10- Wei Sheng

20. Who is number 2 having a relationship with?
Not sure
21. Is 3 a male or a female?
50/50 She's got woman and man aura
22. If number 7 and 10 got together, would that be a good thing?
Interesting gays?
23. How about 5 and 8?
8 has got a girlfriend already, unless number 5 wants to be the third party.. ^^
24. What is number 1 studying about?
Studying for SPM, about studies
23. When was the last time you had a chat with them?
Plurk, MSN, Text, Face to face
25. Is number 4 single?
I think so
26. Say something about number 2.
Good, Happy, Kind
27. What do you think about number 3 and 6 being together?
Will be funny 3's single but not available
28. Describe number 9.
He speaks beautiful english
29. What will you do if number 6 and 7 fights?
I don't think they know each other.. should be bad though

Twilight!!

A friend of mine requested that I did this quiz. I did it 2 times, this is the results I got from my first eleven answers :




Apparently I resemble Bella, one of the characters from Twilight. Though I have no idea who she is, sure I'm going to find out soon enough. As soon as the exams are over. Talking about exams, they are so killing me!! Who could memorise all those Historical facts as if the people were his friends. Silly me, I have such a poor memory, I forget things as easily. I'm an elephant. *haha*

Anyway, getting back to the topic, I decided to take the quiz once again to see the other side of my personality. I believe that most people have a few personalities, that sometimes, when these personalities come together, inner conflict occurs.People start getting confused and emotional. So I took the test again, and I became...




EDWARD~~!!

Okay, this is the character that I have definitely heard of before. *haha* Twilight fans are gonna kill me for not knowing him. So sorry, no offence, I'm gonna find out about him as soon as the never-ending exams are over. XD So, hold your weapons and don't fire at me yet!!

As for those who are Twilight fans, do not hesitate to leave a comment and tell me all about these two. That's for now. Power to Twilight fans... for now..

What is love?

Before further elaborations, I'd like to say that this post is purely for friends who can take the joke. For those who have no idea of what's going on, no blames.


So you see, just NOW. I am staring at the blog of a 14 year old girl. She's a nice girl in fact, too carried away by her emotions and feelings. Having been dumped by her beloved, she has no other option but shy away in her lonesome cupboard of depression. And that is because she thinks she has no other option.

Some people would think that reading a post about a tragic incident would get anyone to feel sorry for her. But the fact is that, it is hilarious. HAHA!! I mean, the way she pathetically weeps over the loss of her beloved and the way she claims that she was dumped because so and so came into the life of her beloved. Get a life girl! Life has to go on. Sure, weep all you like, but then there will be a certain point where things will have to take a turning shift. The whole world is not going to stop until you get over your depression.

But still, the main thing is the way she expressed her so-call love for her beloved. Okay, I'm not saying that true love does not exist. But is it really possible that you've met the person, and love blooms ( on your part, not the other's) just like that? You're clinging on to a love that is not possible, You're clinging on to a relationship that by right, does not even exist. It merely exists in your own fantasy world. Maybe you're still young, maybe you're immature. Then you'll simply have to take the hard route then.

Some people may disapprove of this post. Some may simply disagree with this. Well question is, What is love ??

A-hell-of-a-roller-coaster ride

Despite our countless failings, when we look back at our own lives, we muse in despair at the lost opportunities to make good "what it could have been". We tell ourselves that everything is failing ourselves, nothing is going our way. Some take the shortcut to what they think is the "best way to life", thus missing out on loads of opportunities.

Life is one hell-of-a-roller-coaster ride. It has so many unexpected turns, too many in fact. But at the end of the day, you still want to ride it. We all go on in life. Some takes turns that are risky, some take turns who are for babies..If you're willing to take the risky way, go for it. Life's to short to be wasted. Life deserves to be lived to it's fullest. No matter how much bumps you meet on the risky route to success, it's always worth it when you look back at what you've done. You'll be glad that you've lived life to the fullest.

Plus, when you become old grandpas' and grandmas', old ah pek and ah ma.. you'll be proudly blabbering to your grandchildren: " last time ah gong take picture with statue of liberty you know!! got take picture ah! That time very young still somemore! Very geng o!! I show you. "





Back to the original topic, life's a-hell-of-a-roller coaster ride. But if you're willing to take on the journey, you get to enjoy the fun + exhilaration + experiences + friends + fresh air + healthy lifestyle + lots and lots to tell your grandchildren.


So, why waste anymore time, enjoy your roller-coaster life starting from now. And may you even invent your own special roller-coaster life one day.

Divorce leads to Virtual Murder?

Girls and boys out there..

Men and women sama-sama all have to be alert nowadays..

TOKYO – A 43-year-old Japanese woman whose sudden divorce in a virtual game world made her so angry that she killed her online husband's digital persona has been arrested on suspicion of hacking, police said Thursday.

The woman, who is jailed on suspicion of illegally accessing a computer and manipulating electronic data, used his identification and password to log onto popular interactive game "Maple Story" ( sorry guys, as much as I love maple, it's a fact that too many people are getting hurt by it and thru it) to carry out the virtual murder in mid-May.

"I was suddenly divorced, without a word of warning. That made me so angry," that's what the woman said.

She has not yet been formally charged, but if convicted could face a prison term of up to five years or a fine up to $5,000. A fine for killing a virtual character?!? Absurd!

A little introduction on maple. Players in "Maple Story" raise and manipulate digital images called "avatars" that represent themselves, while engaging in relationships, social activities and fighting against monsters and other obstacles, which is sort of fun if you don't get into any social conflicts.

This woman here used login information she got from the 33-year-old office worker when their characters were happily married, and killed the character. The man complained to police when he discovered that his beloved online avatar was dead. ( A man of such matured age, complaining? absurd!! =.= )

The woman was arrested of course. Moral of the story, getting involved in online games is fine. Getting involved in social conflicts in the strange world of networks, where everyone is a stranger another, can be the most dangerous thing ever. You don't know who you are connected with, you have simply no idea who is just across the line. You have no idea what could ever happen to you the next minute!!

So have a care people, ladies and gentlemen. If you are willing to take the risk, by all means go ahead, just have a care that there's as much evil lurking out there, as there is goodness in this world. (goodness = me~!! XD)

Guides To Rape

post adopted > Ripalo's blog

DISCLAIMER : Explicit content may be published. This is purely for sex "education". Please stay away if you feel offended.


Recently, i read a blog entry on ways to molest girls and i seriously think that, yeah, it could work.

*~~~Jun-jun riko asked me to inform all of you that her article did not inspire me.~~~~*

But hell no way i'm going to do that. It's so cheap and BAD.


Imagine you were the guy. Syok ya? Now, imagine you are that lady. You would probably stand there and freeze. Don't even talk about beating up the guy or shouting out loud. Those who shout out loud have experienced it before. The first time is the most suprising time. I bet you don't even dare see who groped your butt.

And there are also people who stare at you like they could lick and touch your whole body from top to bottom. Yeah...thats really disguting...and oh yeah...a picture to describe all the words here.


Ok, so now that you understand what i'm talking. Lets go to what i want to talk today.

GUIDES TO RAPE.( Male or Female )

1) Drug Rape (using date rape drugs)

Date rape drugs are odorless, colourless, and tasteless. To even notice them is impossible. You can get them normally at those run down houses where prostitutes gather in KL (alley behind Jalan Petaling). You can also get them in some bars or discos.

One of the more famous one is Rohypnol --- and can be bought at a price of USD 5.00 per tablet. In malaysia, one tablet would be around RM 30 - 60. Depending on your source. Once you drop a pill into the target's drink, bingo, in half an hour she will feel drowsy, and in 2 hours, you can do whatever you like.



2) Ambush

Ahhh....you do hear about those cases whereby men suddenly jump out and a lady gets raped. Wow. Fast, efficient, and no money needed. Just the right way of doing it considering that the economy these days are pretty bad.

Ok, first, you group up with a few man, preferably friends, as they will try not to sell you out. After you all group up (about 5 people), make a plan.

1) Find 2 places where it is dark, and secluded. preferably an alley and an abandoned warehouse.
2) Station a man to see who goes pass, whether the police do their patrols or not(for the warehouse and alley). Do this for 1 week.
3) Get ready all your equipments including face masks to conceal your identity, knives to threaten, and also chloroform if possible. Remember to bring a blindfold and ropes and some cloth to keep the victim quiet. Oh, and gloves.
4) The plan :

• Ambush and kidnap her. Remember to tie her up and blindfold and to even cover up her mouth.
  
• Transport her to the warehouse(put her into the boot to ensure even if police stops by, they won't notice anything suspicious.)
• Bring her into the warehouse.
  

5) Take turns. Okay, i will elaborate this.

• 3 people will be involved in ambushing the target. Ambush her all at once. Get her mouth first, then only aim her hands and legs. Even a karate pro wouldn't stand a chance against 3 men.
• 1 man will have to stand guard at the entrance of the alley so that if anybody or the police were to pass by, the assaulters can be notified.
• The last man will have to be ready with a vehicle. Every good plan has an escape route.
• Take turn to rape the victim.
• Pls remember not to use real names and try not to make any noise.
  

6) After doing your stuff, remember to clear up the place. Pls make sure your gloves are on your hands the entire period.
7) Throw her on any road where nobody passes by frequently.

*You need a place where she doesn't know so the police won't go to the crime scene to get info.
**Even if the police have your sperm samples, they can't find the person, they can only match samples.
***Just don't be suspected, and the police can do nothing.

3) Parties

I don't mean those type of high-class or civilised parties. I mean the ones that go on at KL or in the US, where the people PARTY in bars and so on crazily.

Anyway, there was a case of a girl raped in the party by 20++ men. And after investigation by the police, only 5 of them were the real plotters. The rest thought that the woman was jz playing out her fantasy by getting raped publicly. =.='''' Anyway, nobody stopped those 5 guys because they thought that the woman knew them. =.='''' Well, it does happen in parties when people are all high.

Don't believe me? here are some links on the reports for party rape.

4) Sprays

This spray can make the victim faint in 2 seconds. Its the ultimate weapon. But it's costly, around RM120.

Ok...i believe for now, i have done a sin by even teaching the public how to rape people.
That's total bullshit. What i got was just from the internet. Imagine really pro rapist finding info and getting drugs and doing the real thing. How would it be that way?

"To know the intention of others is to protect yourself." ripalo

The real reason i'm telling you ways to rape is so that you can learn how to PREVENT yourself from BEING RAPED. It's really such a simple thinking process that many do not do.


For case 1...(being drugged)

1) Never accept drinks from a stranger, if you do, focus on how the bartender prepares the drink. Some bartenders are bad.
2) Always go in a pack with your friends. You can have more fun together, and you know that they can help you out if something is wrong.
3) Date rape drugs cannot be identified even after you took it. There are a few common symptoms after you take a date rape drug.

• You feel thirsty
• Your tongue goes dry
• You feel dizzy (of course lar...date rape drug marh)
• You notice something wrong with your body in the period of 45 mins after drinking a drink offered by a stranger.

4) Never leave drinks unattended. Someone you know or don't know may just slip a pill/tablet into the drinks.
5) Remember that non-alcoholic drinks can be drugged too.


For case 2....(being abducted/ambushed on the scene)

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1) Try to prevent walking alone at night. The best is to have a female friend and a male friend to accompany you.
2) Try not to use backalleys or dark places where people rarely pass by.
3) Be aware of yur surroundings, if you see a man acting wierdly (they always do), RUN towards a more public area / shop / police station.
4) If you are assaulted from behind, don't stand in shock, direct all your power to the crotch.
5) Deliver your strikes or kicks to your assailant's vital areas (anatomical weak points), such as groin or solar plexus. (eyes are okay also)
6) Do not deliver repeated strikes which do not work. Such as repeatedly beating off the chest of the assaulter. Try different things. Aim different places. Every grip that they have on you as a minor weakness. All you need is to find the angle whereby the grip possesses the least force, and strike at it.

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IF YOU ARE ABDUCTED
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1) Just don't shout / do anything stupid. I know its hard to keep calm, but try to do so.
2) Don't try to hurt the assailant, if you are tied up by more than 2 men, its hardly a good method. You may make them angry and you may be killed.
3) Notice the surrounding, hear for clues. Did they abduct you to somewhere near the highway? Or does it have the smell of the jungle,a palm estate, or a rubber estate. Hear their voices carefully, and their conversation. Get a name. Grab his body and check out what special features your assailant has. Does he have a missing finger? Or whatsoever. It's hard to, but it's totally needed if you want to get your revenge.
4) Always remember that rapist will always repeat their crime. You will get your revenge eventually by convicting them at court as a witness.
5) NEVER WASH YOURSELF AFTER YOU HAVE BEEN RAPED. You will need to go to a hospital and get all those dirty sperm samples to make sure if the suspect is caught, you can convict them.
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Case 3...(being raped at a rowdy party)

1) Don't act slutty at the first place.
2) Go with a group of friends so they protect you.
3) Never agree to stay behind. Stick with your friends.
4) Follow your instincts. Women have great instincts.
5) If anything really happens, just grab anything near you, glass or whatever, and swing it toward the face of your assailant. As in horizontally use the glass to slam on his ear. That will be much more painful than hitting on the head.



Now that you have the basic knowledge on what you have to do, all you need is to prepare yourself mentally for an attack.

Y.E. presentation

Yin : A very good morning to Yang Amat Berhormat, our very distinguished guests, ladies and gentlemen. First things first, we’re very glad to be a part of today’s presentation. And we’re so proud to be standing up here on the stage. So, why are we all gathered here in this hall? What’s our motif as to be standing here today?

Choral : We’re here to give a talk, we’re here to present something.
We’re here to share with you, something that means everything.
To some, it might not ring,
To others, (oh) it’s just nothing.
But let us tell you a thing, to us, Jivey’s everything.

Yin : So, people! There you have it. In just a blink of an eye, we, the jivey-ians have gone through a year under the YE program. And during this fun-living and meaningful period of time, we learnt a lot of useful skills, gained tones of experiences. We learnt to manage our time in and out. We learnt what it is to give and not to take in tolerance. We learnt the joy of succeeding in a certain sale, the joy of achieving something more. Something beyond what we’ve hoped for. We’ve got something far better, something which values so much more than money. Something called ---------experience.

Choral : We come from all over of Penang, coming together in different shapes and sizes.
We’re united as a team, in the pursuit of our dreams.
We asked ourselves,
What can we make that would be more useful?
How can we make your life more meaningful?
Of what can we use to make it more beautiful?
What can we do to make your life more joyful?

Yin : And yes, ladies and gentlemen, a good start, is to ask yourself why are you here? What are you going to do? Are you going to make a change? Or do you do it out of sheer interest? Well, we all go on in life, and life goes on in Jivey. We’ve had so many experiences, and we’ve got them first hand. Well, during the production of our products, we’ve learnt skills that might bring us far in life. We learnt living skills..

Choral : Have you sewn before? NOO!!!
Do you know how to draw then? NOOO!!
Do you do well in designing? GOSH..WHO DOES GOOD IN THAT?!?
Well girl, you’ll just have to learn.

Yin : Most people take sewing for granted. It’s easy to watch people sewing, it’s easy to see people doing all the hard work. We’ll see how our girls fared..

Choral : AHHH!!....(gasps) AHHHH!! (gasps)
What’s wrong ? What’s wrong?
I’VE GOT A HOLE!!! (oooo)
I’VE GOT A HOLE TOO!! (aaaa)

Yin : And that, ladies and gentlemen is exactly the time where we learnt our First-aid skills. We had to clear the wound from Jia Hui’s finger. Besides stitching up Sherlynn’s dress that got cut when she was sewing.

Besides that, we learnt to communicate well

Choral : Before joining Jivey,
“aiyor aunty..come see..come buy..no money no talk, man!!”
Well after joining Jivey,
“Madam, have a look at our products, it’s of the best quality, you’ll be so satisfied.

Yin : A huge difference in the manner and style of communicating with others. Well, sometimes, it was hard keeping awake during meetings.We were all sleep deprived.

Choral : We worked so hard, we worked so tough.
From day to night, sunset to sunlight.
We were so tired, but we didn’t want to be fired.
(dominoes)
Some couldn’t take it, but we knew we had to make it.
Though tough it might be, we’ve got to stand it for all to see.
We’ve made a vow, a very solemn vow.
We’d deliver products in time, thought it might bring more than pain most of the time.

Yin : We’ve learnt through Y.E. , more than we ever did before. We even went for charity work in Pure Lotus and Than Xiang. Yes, not to forget our wonderful dance – the Macarena!!

(people dancing. HAHA!! Specifically the DIRECTORS!!! XD)

Yin : I’m sure all of you here are entertained by the “wonderful” performance of our members. So let us give a round of applause to the Jivey-ians as they give their last say in Y.E.

Choral : As united as we hold each other’s hand,
We stand firm, and we stand proud,
As united in a dream, a reality fantasy if you prefer to call it.
A dream that can be achieved, A dream so genuine, a dream so much inspired.

We, the Jivey-ians,
We’ll strive for the best, nothing but the best.
We, the Jivey-ians,
We’ll beat the rest, and be the best among the best.
For we, the Jivey-ians,
The best has yet to come, It’ll not be that we end up with none.
Because we are the Jivey-ians,
The proud and the extraordinary Jivey-ians.

One mind, one vision

A little wind blows through the dark alleys,

Bringing drops of rain with a calling.

To go back in time,

To reminisce the past

To reminisce the memories.

Had we not cried,

Had we not laughed,

Had we not been united in the very way,

As a team, as a whole?

We made a vow, a solemn vow.

The very day we entered till now.

Nothing was to fear,

Should we face it with courage,

Nothing to fear,

Even in the darkest nights

Growing up, might be hard,

Different opinions, different ideas.

When conflicts happen,

Familiar voices become strange

And when the journey cease to go on,

It brings nothing but hurt and pain.

In those broken memories,

Someone looks for the first days.

Someone searches for the joy,

Someone searches for the memories.

Oh, We’ve made a few mistakes,

A little here, a little there.

But is it worth it, to ruin such friendship?

Is it worth it, to destroy everything?

Is it worth it, that everything has to be done from scratch? *again?*

Is it worth the pain, the hurt? Is it worth the memories?

As we all say “NO!” to dadah,

We as a united team, say “NO!”

NO! IT’S NOT WORTH IT!

It’s not worth the love, the friendship, the hardship.

It’s not worth the hurt, the pain, the agony.

We strive for the best, nothing but the best.

We’ll beat the rest, and be the best among the best.

The best has yet to come,

It’ll not be that we end up with none

As united, as we hold each other’s hands,

We stand firm, and we stand proud,

That we’re the young people of tomorrow.

As united in a dream, a reality fantasy if you want to call it.

A dream that can be achieved.

A dream much genuine, a dream much inspired...

MY GAWD PEOPLE!!!

We, the JIVEY-ians turned out champion (note the green colour XD) for the overalls in Y.E.
It's like so totally, super-duper cool!!

We actually turned out first place for the 3 major awards :
(a) Best Overall
(b) Best Annual Report
(c) Best Product

cool huh..of course lar XD

so, we got best overall. And everyone is happy. Connie is happy that we actually got the acknowledgement of the Best Annual Report. Jia Mein and I and Sue Yin and Deidre and haha my chappies..are glad that we won the Best Product. haha..the happiest of is Puan Oung. SHe seemed so tired and glad. Ahh..twas beautiful scene!! BEAUTIFUL neh LITTLE BARNACLES!!

Yes, it was beautiful to know that we won. But everything has 2 sides. Like a coin, you flip over, it's heads. Again you flip it over, it's tails! Everything has an ugly side and a beautiful side. Well the ugly side this time was when SHUN YING didn't want to believe that news.

I mean, I'm fine if you don't want to believe that incredible (but possible none the least) news. You didn't have to shout so loud that I was lying to you and stuff. Worse still, you did it in front of my JUNIOR!! fine, I'm not mad.. XD just a little surprised at your outburst though. But to be truthful, twas not a very nice moment when you threw in a fit over there.

anyways, lets move on. We got first place, first runner-up is St. Xaviers. Third, i can't remember sorry.. MSN me those who want to know about the details for the awards. =]

That's all i guess. Now, we'll be so busy on the preparation for the annual showcase. And there's the examination just around the corner. So everyone, GAMBATEH!!!

R.O.A.R

time flies..and in a blink of the eye..it's approaching the end of the year.

And you know, Y.E. results will be announced 2 days later!! arghh..and chaw yeh was "roar-ing" to me!

Which then I realised I still had to do the proposal for the wretched Y.E. thingy(opps..sorry zm..)
so there we are,

results in 2 days,
proposal due in 1 day,
homework due in 12 hours,
and mum's nagging due in 10 mins..


darn it.. XD haha..but let's look at the positive side, at least everybody is happy.
By the way, i have been asking. See, do we stand a chance?? haha..let's just IMAGINE we do. XD

And while I'm working on this post, there's our ex-ass. M.D. "sharing" with me her nervousness.. My Gawd!! It's in 2 days man..Don't have to worry that much surely? I mean you eat 6 times in 2 days, study for like 12 hours at school in the least? chat about for lets say practically 8 hours.. Where is there any time left to worry about this kinda stuff.

Yet again, our wonderful CY, has managed to make me nervous about it. Let's take a look at a snip off of our conversation:


SaNtaRaBbiT_NeRvoUs BuNNy says:
den lets "OMG" together

SaNtaRaBbiT_NeRvoUs BuNNy says:
aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh

SaNtaRaBbiT_NeRvoUs BuNNy says:
two days!

SaNtaRaBbiT_NeRvoUs BuNNy says:
48 hours!!

SaNtaRaBbiT_NeRvoUs BuNNy says:
ONLY!!!!!!!!!!!

Sharrol says:
you're THAT nervous huh..

SaNtaRaBbiT_NeRvoUs BuNNy says:
is SUPER DUPER DUPER POWER OMG de nervous k

so that's it! She managed to make me nervous all in 5 minutes. Still, I've got to scoot and get that proposal done. and you know what, she taught me what roar means:


Sharrol says:
what does roar stand for?

SaNtaRaBbiT_NeRvoUs BuNNy says:
ROAR.a way to show ur nervous.


So here it is to all ex Jivey-ians: ROAR!!!

Those little barnacles

Preparation for Y.E is always " SO not FUN "

If old age is still not giving me away, I recall having to propose the liquidation of the company. RIGHT???
(yes, says zm, cy, hz, sy, chris, xr, haha and almost everybody back there...)

and still, struggling with the annual report may not be the last thing I'll be working on for this EX-company. Lets just say, waking up at 7.00am ON A HOLIDAY MORNING is just getting too much out of hand. I thought i mentioned about NO MORE after the best product ??
Well, I guess I just love you little barnacles too much. XD

I just can't believe I let you guys persuade me to DO THIS!! I mean, it's the last straw really..I MEANT IT.. =.= I just have to suppose that's what friends are for .

haha, and with that, I'd like to dedicate a HUGE hug to all ex-YE members who have gone through thick and thin with me. There were times where a friend was most needed beside, you guys were almost always there for me. And even though, no doubt, there were more than few misunderstandings between us, we all managed to pull through and make this year a meaningful and succesful one. Thanks little barnacles..

Or, just maybe you're to shy to give me a goodbye hug. Just maybe..





































So, i got to go balik kampung already. See ya next time people!




Reflection: don't mind her, people. Happy Hols. !!!

Kiss the ashtray

Wakaka~ the demon is out of the bag today!!!

woohoo~ it's gonna prick your butt with the trident in it's hand if you're not careful enough..you may be brought to hell too you know!!..



And yet again, instead of waiting for the demon to drag you down into Hade's land. Some would rather choose to go on their own way there. Perhaps they're stubborn and would rather like to go there on their own cost..or something..

I read in a post, that smoking is rather a habit, not an addiction, as so often said by many people. Of course, I had to believe it. The blogger mentioned that HIS friend smoked. And when he met the girl of his dreams, they patched up.

The thing is, when they kissed. The girl remarked something like this.

" I don't want to kiss an ashtray.."

And guess what? Since that day, the guy NEVER smoked again. Not for social purposes or anything. He was able to kick that habit for the one he loved. I mean, it's not really addiction if you look at it closely. It's only "addiction" if you think and believe that it is addiction, which is not. Perhaps its just that you've never found something or someone worth kicking that bad habit for.

I can't believe he's doing this to hurt me =.=
cheapskate ~ =/

100 questions and one would think it was hard. =.= (EASY PEASY MAN!! )

01. What have you been doing recently?
Training the juniors for their drum performance, YE AGM, joy’s presentation, Drumz Farewell.

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Nah, never. What’s the point of it off anyway?

03. What happened at 10.00am today?
nothing special on the streets.

04. When did you last cry?
Yesterday on the bus.

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
I’m too lazy for that!

06. What do you want in your life right now?
A break.

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
I sit in the car. =)

08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
MY BEAR!!!

09. What bottom are you wearing now?
ahh!! Getting personal huh!! *geez*

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
I love you

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
Yep, somehow it just happens I think. After all, it’s part and parcel of an artistic life.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
No.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
An elephant’s mind. ( they’re forgetful btw..like me)

14. What are you proud of?
correction : What WERE you proud of?

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
something about matchsticks

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
擦肩而過

17.Do you have any nicknames?
-

18. What does your last received text message say?
"Do not bring any illegal stuff to school cz got ppl report S4B..”

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
12.06am.

20. Are you currently happy?
Perhaps.

21. Who gives you best advice?
Yet to find.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
No.

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
Xin tze.

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
Yes, lots of things.

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?

Can’t remember.

26. Do you wear toe socks?
No. But they’re cute though.

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
Xin tze

28. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yeah, when john was talking to his father.

29. What annoys you most in a person?
It varies. Everybody has weaknesses.

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
What would you like to hear? A “yes” or a “no”?

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
yeeshh. Hell no!!

32. What is the colour of your room?
white.

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
no. But maybe for the world..hmm..it’s worth a thought XD

34. Do you believe in the saying of :"talk is cheap?
What do you mean by that?!? When is talk cheap? I do know that words are powerful, but talk is cheap?? o.O

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
me.

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
uhh.recalling...

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
err.. sensored for little kids.

38. Do you have a life?
I did.

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't die?
No, but I have imagined that someone didn’t die when they already have.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
Nothing in particular.

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
my memory’s weak.

42. Last time you smiled?
1 hour ago?

43. Have you changed this year?
I hope not.

44. What are you listening right now?
The sound of the fan turning round and round. Which reminds me of Justin Timberlake’s song.

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
Kim Khyi.

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
I don’t bang into people if that’s what you mean. Ahh, but I do remember a certain girl by the name “YEH YEH” who somehow managed to bang into me in the canteen. Whether intentionally or not I cn’t say. Maybe she had her eye’s closed?

47. Is there a quote you live by?

No.

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
No.

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
Piano and drum. Well, I had guitar before, but that was ahh..forgotten?

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
Making the juniors do quacking styles for their performance. But hey, it’s a sort of art you know!!

51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
chatting, preparation for the presentation.

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
Yep, but apart from my father who’s away in China, I love my family perfectly.

53. What song best describe your love life?
erm, -.

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
Yes I think.

55. Who always make you laugh?
Everybody I love.

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
Chinese, BM, Indian, Japanese, Hokkien ( I suck at all though) XD

57. favourite website(s)?
ai-yin’s blog.

58. What's your middle name?
ai.

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
badminton session, art class.

60. What do you think you are like?
A girl who does what she thinks has to be done, and doesn’t do it if she’s simply not interested.

61. Who will you choose to die with?
Nobody, why would I want anyone to die with me??!

62. Where have you been today?
school.

63. What game do you play often?
Not now, before it was maple.

64. Who are you missing right now?
It’s a secret. =)

65. If you have to choose between friend n loves, who will you choose?
Can’t I have both? Please?

66. What are you doing right now?
Working very hard on this!

67. Which primary school are you from?
SRJK(c)Keong Hoe.

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
White, Blue, Green.

69. What emotion you like to show?
=)

70. What is your life to you?
I have NO IDEA.

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
hesitate before solving it.

72. Who did you last chat with in msn today?
Kim Khyi.

73. Who do you admire most?
Too many.

74. Which month are you born in?
February.

75. How are you feeling right now?
No particular feeling. Not excited, nor down.

76. What is the time now?'
4.10pm.

77. what kind of person do u think the one who tagged u is?
wow, I think many ppl tagged me.

Okay..

CY : nice, weird, funny, happy, weird, nice, friendly, weird.

ZM : smiley, happy, smiley, laughy, smiley, shocking.

Connie : smiley, prim and proper.

78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
it's natural.

79. Why are you doing this test?
I was bored.

80. What do you do when you're moody?
I sulk in the worst way. And then everyone’s going to shy away.

81. At which age you wish to get married?
It’s too far, don’t you think? When the right time comes don’t you think?

82.Who is more important to you? boyfriend or friends?
They’re all friends aren’t they?

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will YOU DO?
maybe have fun for the last time I guess.

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
The people I love.

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
Yes.

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
Everyone to be as happy as always. No war, no fights, no racism, no nothing. =]

87. What is your goal for this year?
Enjoy everything I do, and do not regret my decisions, even if they do turn out bad in the end.

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
I hope there is though. But I do not deny the fact.

89. What feeling do you love most?
happiness.

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
Yes. It’s a fact to me.

91.What feeling you hate the most?
Uncertainity in oneself.

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yes, each and every.

93. Do you believe in God?
Erm… can I skip this question?

94. Who cares for you most?
lolz.. Ask others.

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Life.

96. What will you bring when you fight?
Decent people don’t fight. Unlike zm, who would rather use the gun becz it’s faster than a dagger!! XD ( she seems eager to get rid of the enemy. )

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
nothing.

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
happy?

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
dump him/her,i suppose.

100.HOW DO U FEEL NOW?
still no feelings. Same old, not happy nor sad. Relieved for finishing 100 questions? I can’t say that.